Aug 06, 2005 23:20
I had dinner with a frind of mine last night. It was awesome to have dinner with this person. Somone I haven't talked to in a long time. Wish I knew more people with her character. Talking to such a nice person like that just makes me sad. It makes me wish I knew more people like that or wasn't alone in life.
Today I recorded an EP/Demo/thing tody for The Hairpin Murders. And these guys are are incredible musicians but the lives they live make me sad. It hurts to see a bunch of interesting people lost. And through seeing them lost I feel lost.
Sometimes I wish I was brain dead so I wouldn't feel the pain of being alone or seeing other people who are lost in life. Because if you have nothing in life that is certain then you have nothing to draw you stability from. You have no truth. I really wish I was a kid. When I was a kid I didn't know what loneliness was.
PLEASE GOD HEAR ME AND SAVE ME FROM MYSELF SEND SOMEONE OR SOME MESSAGE AND SAVE ME FROM MYSELF!!!
-mike