get me away from here im dying

Jul 07, 2003 23:55

i cant believe i left my sketch book at work. christ almighty. i have nothing to do in bed tonight. gotta take a shower. way too grumpy with the kids today. its hot and humid though. i had a terrible night mare last night. it was like an old spawn comic. and i had to kill lots of evil things in complicated ways. my mind has been active at night lately. i think its trying to tell me something.
greta and mike keep reminding me of all the things me and chi use to do. but i dont want to whin aobut it, so thats it really. i dont know, i dont feel as upset as i thought i would. i quess im handling things pretty well. makes sense though. all my life ive been worried about what to feel and when, now im starting to get a real grasp of whats up.
no more cds for the rest of the month!! im going to save my money and get art books instead! theres a differnet dan eldon book out, and its mostly about his life, so i want to get. gotta save 27 dollars though. unless some one wants to get me a gift....
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