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wow. tonight...wow...
went to crystals after work. spent the whole rest of the day with her and her parents. had an awesome dinner(steak and sausage!) and dirrrrrty scrabble. her fucking parents are sweet; and im pretty sure they like me alot. there was a little drama with her friend, but they are quite sensible like my parents so all of us were able to chill out and have a great night.
crystal, i love you to death. im so glad we both cried cuz we are so happy together. i never felt this strong and comfortable around one single person. i feel like you give me just as much back as i give to you. its so freaking amazing what you do to me. i dont feel upset or vengeful or tainted around you. i dont pass quick judgements about the world. i am so much more sensible when i think about you and how much you mean to me. my creativity is through the roof as of late. i can write exactly how i feel whenever i think of you. all it takes is a thought of you to make me happy, and i dont think anyone else has been able to accomplish that. you are right, though i am scared about it, when you say that nothing will come between us.
i am going to take crystals advice and finally get tested for diabetes/hypoglocema; i think this could solve my problem of being feverish, tired, and sick after i eat anything with too much sugar and how i do not gain weight and why my urine is fizzy. it has to be one of those things. i hope i can solve this problem soon. especially tonight, i am really really sick. i dont ever tell anyone about this... but i guess it's time to get this solve before it gets really complicated. thank you crystal for giving me the courage to finally get tested...
i love you crystal and i cant wait to see you tomorrow for breakfast at i-hop!
went to crystals after work. spent the whole rest of the day with her and her parents. had an awesome dinner(steak and sausage!) and dirrrrrty scrabble. her fucking parents are sweet; and im pretty sure they like me alot. there was a little drama with her friend, but they are quite sensible like my parents so all of us were able to chill out and have a great night.
crystal, i love you to death. im so glad we both cried cuz we are so happy together. i never felt this strong and comfortable around one single person. i feel like you give me just as much back as i give to you. its so freaking amazing what you do to me. i dont feel upset or vengeful or tainted around you. i dont pass quick judgements about the world. i am so much more sensible when i think about you and how much you mean to me. my creativity is through the roof as of late. i can write exactly how i feel whenever i think of you. all it takes is a thought of you to make me happy, and i dont think anyone else has been able to accomplish that. you are right, though i am scared about it, when you say that nothing will come between us.
i am going to take crystals advice and finally get tested for diabetes/hypoglocema; i think this could solve my problem of being feverish, tired, and sick after i eat anything with too much sugar and how i do not gain weight and why my urine is fizzy. it has to be one of those things. i hope i can solve this problem soon. especially tonight, i am really really sick. i dont ever tell anyone about this... but i guess it's time to get this solve before it gets really complicated. thank you crystal for giving me the courage to finally get tested...
i love you crystal and i cant wait to see you tomorrow for breakfast at i-hop!