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whoa...alright so a lot of things have changed since the last time i updated my live journal. (and i mean not in my life, on the acutal site but now that i think about it that first line can be used for my life also haha) i really thought the webiste people would have gotten rid of me by now or something. do they do that? just get rid of people like that? haha i don't know...
it's been like 3 months maybe. this entry seems kind of outta nowhere. but i don't know, for some reason i felt like writing in it. i don't even think anyone reads it anymore. :( haha but thats my fault.
alrighty, now senior year has started. it's been pretty busy with college apps... and doing yrbook stuff...and all my homework... and trying to have a life outside of all that... its tough man! o and i have mono! but i honeslty have no right to complain about it. here i am going to school and going out etc, wheras some people when they had mono couldnt even get out of bed. i have an extremely mild case. kinda tired, sore throat, and some random spurts of nauciousness. its livable.
so i saw garden state last night. i was a little dissappointed becasue like everyone who saw it, loved it tremendously, and i wanted more out of it. also, as mary pointed out, i couldnt relate to the way he made relationships. (this is hard to talk about cause i dont wanna spoil the movie) i think that made it a little unrealistic for me, and plus a couple of other things which i wont point out now. but if uve seen the movie tell me!!! i would like to talk about it with you... ill give it this though...it was definitely funny. not like "meet the parents" funny...but funny. i do suggest that everyone goes and sees it.
so ya know... i was riding the bus yesterday for the first time in a while... and you know how you play a scene out in your head that you made up, that is most likely not gonna happen but u think about it anyway and make it like really elaborate and stuff? well, that happnes to me on the bus alot. and yesterday it did... and i had kinda thought about someone sitting behind me and shooting me in the back of the head and me instantly dying. and my whole purporse of thinking this was becasue i wanted to know that if when u die, do u instantly know evrything about everything..i.e. that lighthearted issue of "the point of life". and then i thought well, what if you dont find out right away, or not even at all. that would be so disappointing. but would u acutally feel dissappointed? i mean, you're dead. then i thought well, do u get to contact people on earth when you're dead. that would be something to look forward to. but you'd think that if dead people got that oppurtunity, it would happen more often you know? so maybe they only get once chance to contact the lving... and then i got disappointed again cause i was like well who would i contact??? i was kinda touching on all of this with elaine and nicole the other day. the only reason i would ever commit suicide is just to find all this information out sooner..cause it drives me crazy sometimes. im so damn curious!! but im sure everyone else is too.. and how do they deal with it?? no one should ever become a philospoher. no wonder they kill themselves. all this thinking and do they ever really get anywhere with it????
- whoa quick side note. old people are so nice!!!!! now im all happy.
so yea philosophy.. it sucks. i hope i take it in college.
until next time... which could possibly be never
-palmer
it's been like 3 months maybe. this entry seems kind of outta nowhere. but i don't know, for some reason i felt like writing in it. i don't even think anyone reads it anymore. :( haha but thats my fault.
alrighty, now senior year has started. it's been pretty busy with college apps... and doing yrbook stuff...and all my homework... and trying to have a life outside of all that... its tough man! o and i have mono! but i honeslty have no right to complain about it. here i am going to school and going out etc, wheras some people when they had mono couldnt even get out of bed. i have an extremely mild case. kinda tired, sore throat, and some random spurts of nauciousness. its livable.
so i saw garden state last night. i was a little dissappointed becasue like everyone who saw it, loved it tremendously, and i wanted more out of it. also, as mary pointed out, i couldnt relate to the way he made relationships. (this is hard to talk about cause i dont wanna spoil the movie) i think that made it a little unrealistic for me, and plus a couple of other things which i wont point out now. but if uve seen the movie tell me!!! i would like to talk about it with you... ill give it this though...it was definitely funny. not like "meet the parents" funny...but funny. i do suggest that everyone goes and sees it.
so ya know... i was riding the bus yesterday for the first time in a while... and you know how you play a scene out in your head that you made up, that is most likely not gonna happen but u think about it anyway and make it like really elaborate and stuff? well, that happnes to me on the bus alot. and yesterday it did... and i had kinda thought about someone sitting behind me and shooting me in the back of the head and me instantly dying. and my whole purporse of thinking this was becasue i wanted to know that if when u die, do u instantly know evrything about everything..i.e. that lighthearted issue of "the point of life". and then i thought well, what if you dont find out right away, or not even at all. that would be so disappointing. but would u acutally feel dissappointed? i mean, you're dead. then i thought well, do u get to contact people on earth when you're dead. that would be something to look forward to. but you'd think that if dead people got that oppurtunity, it would happen more often you know? so maybe they only get once chance to contact the lving... and then i got disappointed again cause i was like well who would i contact??? i was kinda touching on all of this with elaine and nicole the other day. the only reason i would ever commit suicide is just to find all this information out sooner..cause it drives me crazy sometimes. im so damn curious!! but im sure everyone else is too.. and how do they deal with it?? no one should ever become a philospoher. no wonder they kill themselves. all this thinking and do they ever really get anywhere with it????
- whoa quick side note. old people are so nice!!!!! now im all happy.
so yea philosophy.. it sucks. i hope i take it in college.
until next time... which could possibly be never
-palmer