i'm obsessed lately
i have this song as an away msg, but just listening to it last night and today, it was really striking a cord, so i felt the need to post it haha. i heart it very much
"For the Best"-- Straylight Run
It takes more time than I've ever had,
Drains the life from me,
Makes me want to forget,
As young as I was,
I felt older back then,
More disciplined,
Stronger and certain,
But I was scared to death of eternity,
I was saved by grace,
But destroyed by naivety,
And I lied to myself,
And said it was for the best,
And now faith is replaced with a logic so cold
I've disregarded what I was,
Now that I'm older,
And I know much more than I did back then,
But the more I learn,
The more I can't understand,
And I've become content with this life that I lead,
Where I drink to much and don't believe in much of anything,
And I lie to myself,
And say it's for the best,
We're moving forward,
But holding ourselves back,
And we're waiting on something that will never come,
We're moving forward,
But holding ourselves back,
And we're waiting on something that will never come,
We're moving forward,
But holding ourselves back,
And we're waiting on something that will never come,
We're moving forward,
But holding ourselves back,
And we're waiting on something that will never come,
We're moving forward,
But holding ourselves back,
And we're waiting on something that will never come,
We're moving forward,
But holding ourselves back,
And we're waiting on something that will never come.
today was a lovely day. i watched charmed, went to the beach for almost 2 hours, went shopping with mommy, went shopping by myself, and ended up with new sneakers (boys sneakers cuz they fit and were cheaper) and 2 new white shirts for work (usher work) and now i am content and showered.
"For the Best"-- Straylight Run
It takes more time than I've ever had,
Drains the life from me,
Makes me want to forget,
As young as I was,
I felt older back then,
More disciplined,
Stronger and certain,
But I was scared to death of eternity,
I was saved by grace,
But destroyed by naivety,
And I lied to myself,
And said it was for the best,
And now faith is replaced with a logic so cold
I've disregarded what I was,
Now that I'm older,
And I know much more than I did back then,
But the more I learn,
The more I can't understand,
And I've become content with this life that I lead,
Where I drink to much and don't believe in much of anything,
And I lie to myself,
And say it's for the best,
We're moving forward,
But holding ourselves back,
And we're waiting on something that will never come,
We're moving forward,
But holding ourselves back,
And we're waiting on something that will never come,
We're moving forward,
But holding ourselves back,
And we're waiting on something that will never come,
We're moving forward,
But holding ourselves back,
And we're waiting on something that will never come,
We're moving forward,
But holding ourselves back,
And we're waiting on something that will never come,
We're moving forward,
But holding ourselves back,
And we're waiting on something that will never come.
today was a lovely day. i watched charmed, went to the beach for almost 2 hours, went shopping with mommy, went shopping by myself, and ended up with new sneakers (boys sneakers cuz they fit and were cheaper) and 2 new white shirts for work (usher work) and now i am content and showered.