since i am avoiding typing out my script.....
heh, by putting off homework, it feels like i am putting off my departure from san bernardino.... unfortunately this is not the case. i honestly see myself transferring here for senior year..... i would be completely fucked with credits and i would prolly be here a 5th year..... hrmm, or i could just exchange again for the fall semester.... i dont know. i just know that next year is going to be HELL! i was talking to haywee today and i honestly CANNOT leave these people. there is just NO WAY that it can happen. Having to be away from GW alone is going to KILL me. UGH! g dub hugs are the best hugs in the world, hands down.
i know everyone at home wants me to come home, and sometimes, i want to come home too. but just, i love it here. i love the school, i love the campus, i love the faculty and the department, i love my friends, i love my apartment. CA is much farther from home than umass is. this sucks.
i knew coming out here that i only had 6 months, but that seemed like SUCH A LONG TIME! and now that its over, it seems like it was 2 months ago that i got here. honestly, i am going to have a nervous breakdown in a few days....... i cannot go home! i will probably look back at this in a few months/ years and see this entry as completely ridiculous but for right now, this is a serious crisis!!
i get rather annoyed with some ppl here, but the good outweighs the bad i think. how am i going to live all summer and all next school year with noone knocking at my bedroom window????
-GW knocking on my window
-rachel and matt knocking on my window
-midnight shopping at stater bros with gay boyfriend matt
-the nook!!
-never ending GW hugs
-sitting in the dressing room in the theater on the comfy couch
-PA 225 (the only class room in the theater bldg)
-the black box
-every faculty member in the theater dept
-ACTF and planning all the parties
-macking it with curtis
-drunken sleepovers in my apartment
-6116
-doing NOTHING with kelly havlin in 6116
-making valentines and hamburger helper
-wine in a pot
-yoga
-driving to the beach with jason lites and having to wear his sweatshirt cuz it was cold that day
-2 ER visits
-driving around with Rachel
-IN N OUT dates with GW
-macking it with GW
-cast parties
-making elaborate dinners in the kitchen and having all my roommates look at me weird
-visiting oscar at village square every sunday night at midnight
-walking with matt to improv
-lunch dates with rachel and kelly mostellar
-kelly m's kittens puck and vegas
-random parties at kelly's apt
-backrubs from nick
-"our shower is HUGE!"
-"remember the time we were remembering the time??"
-"call me when you get home"
-every single trip to olive garden
-going to GW's house to watch him and august "jam"
-macking it with august, hehehe
-getting high with august
-going to hollywood
-MEETING WILLIAM TELL AT LA BOHEME
-the party at curtis's house
-making brownies and drinking beer with kelly, anita and kristin
-"battery joint"
-cuddling with GW
-LAS VEGAS
-hanging out in san diego with caley and hector
-LILLYS PURPLE PLASTIC PURSE!!!!
-rosencrantz and guildenstern are dead
-the murder mystery "who killed lucy?"
-rite aid and 99cent ice cream
-my gay boyfriend matt and sexually involved gay boyfriend oscar
-my boobs amazing everyone
-"WE'RE FIGHTING" **slam door**
-roommate chats in the kitchen/living room
-squirt being GW and my child
-family guy with g dubs
-"the kelly havlin cracks herself up show"
-being one of the 3 ashley's in the dept
-directing I projects
-the mountains outside my window
-"I'M ADDICTED TO THE INTERNET!"
-watching homestarrunner with GW
-kelly m hiding in the closet during a party here
-jersey's
-visiting kel kel at subway
-going to the movies
-jamba juice
-arrowhead bagel co.
-avoiding sleep and having long talks with j
-making fun of black ppl ;) hehe, i joke
-my mouse ears from LPPP
and sooo much more, that i am sure will be adding soon....