and in the blur of madness, i stopped and realized what i really loved
so here i am in lovely massachusetts. or connecticut. i really have no idea which state i'm in. i guess we're kind of on the border. but we're staying with my step-dad's family, and they're all jewish. so really we're staying in a jewish community apartment complex. the walls are thin, and every one is so goddamn jewish. you can just look at them and tell.
i was scared shitless to fly yesterday, because logan talks about me dying alot. so he wished me good luck on my flight, and i was really... uncomfortable on the plane. maybe it was because there were NO EMPTY SEATS on the entire plane, and there were six screaming children sitting behind me. and the flight attendant had an accent half the time. she like, forgot she was supposed to be australian or something. it was a really weird day. and the coffee i got at the baltimore airport was horrible,and made me think of artists. i called conathan at the airport and i was happy to talk to him. and we have a date for the 4th. and that makes me v. happy.
so today we're going to visit everyone in this city. because they all know us. my foreign girl, ira, has been very funny this entire time. on the plane, when there was turbulence like never before experienced, she kept on saying..."oops. what the fuck are they doing?" and then the flight attendant was talking like a crazy person, and she kept saying "she's drunk, camie...she's drunk".
tomorrow we will be going shopping, and i will be spending alot of money. but tomorrow night we will all be meeting at a house that i dont know with people who i dont know to celebrate a holdiday that doesnt concern me. but i'll get money anyway, because im a bitch! which reminds me of the green day lyric "LIFE'S A BITCH AND SO AM I" and that makes me laugh every time ihear it.
and this has been the longest day of my life because i miss home, and i've only been here for less than 24 hours. harrison's PARTY OF THE CENTURY is on saturday. logan and brian are playing an acoustic set, if he decides he wants to. and it bothers me because he's really good, and i think everyone should enjoy his talent. beautiful. and christmas is soon. and so is my birthday... and it's all too much. and i was really happy the other night when i was hanging out with my BFFFFF morgan. and we decided that we loved life, but then we got sick and layed in the dark. that girl makes me genuinely happy.
"ok, well you owe me a new pair of pants because you ruined mine"
"shh. here. keep quiet"
never in my life.
I SAID IM GONNA HAVE MYSELF IN SHAMBLES!
i was scared shitless to fly yesterday, because logan talks about me dying alot. so he wished me good luck on my flight, and i was really... uncomfortable on the plane. maybe it was because there were NO EMPTY SEATS on the entire plane, and there were six screaming children sitting behind me. and the flight attendant had an accent half the time. she like, forgot she was supposed to be australian or something. it was a really weird day. and the coffee i got at the baltimore airport was horrible,and made me think of artists. i called conathan at the airport and i was happy to talk to him. and we have a date for the 4th. and that makes me v. happy.
so today we're going to visit everyone in this city. because they all know us. my foreign girl, ira, has been very funny this entire time. on the plane, when there was turbulence like never before experienced, she kept on saying..."oops. what the fuck are they doing?" and then the flight attendant was talking like a crazy person, and she kept saying "she's drunk, camie...she's drunk".
tomorrow we will be going shopping, and i will be spending alot of money. but tomorrow night we will all be meeting at a house that i dont know with people who i dont know to celebrate a holdiday that doesnt concern me. but i'll get money anyway, because im a bitch! which reminds me of the green day lyric "LIFE'S A BITCH AND SO AM I" and that makes me laugh every time ihear it.
and this has been the longest day of my life because i miss home, and i've only been here for less than 24 hours. harrison's PARTY OF THE CENTURY is on saturday. logan and brian are playing an acoustic set, if he decides he wants to. and it bothers me because he's really good, and i think everyone should enjoy his talent. beautiful. and christmas is soon. and so is my birthday... and it's all too much. and i was really happy the other night when i was hanging out with my BFFFFF morgan. and we decided that we loved life, but then we got sick and layed in the dark. that girl makes me genuinely happy.
"ok, well you owe me a new pair of pants because you ruined mine"
"shh. here. keep quiet"
never in my life.
I SAID IM GONNA HAVE MYSELF IN SHAMBLES!