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[understandit]

sometimes i wonder what people relaly think of me. and despite the common "i don't care what other people think", i really do care. i care what my friends think of me. and i care if people think i'm a slut or a bitch or if they dislike/or like me. and sometimes i can read people eyes, their rolling eyes even, but some people i can't. i don't care what people say, they have to care what other people think. but i dunno with everything going on, it just seems impossible that people I trust/am friends with aren't talking about me. and ah. i dunno. i guess with all this babbling i'm trying to accomplish nothing. i dunno i like to write stuff, i don't expect people to read. its just there.
hm. MAYBE I'LL GET 45 COMMENTS!! haha that would be so funny. i'd slap my knee eve,

livejournal tickles my fancy ;)