so I guess everything happens for a reason

[understand_mia]

so, matthew came down to Boston on Friday afternoon to support me with all the problems that I'm having with my family. We decided it would be better just to take my mind off of things, so yesterday we decided to go to the aquarium, and we couldn't decide between the aquarim or museum. But let me just tell you, thank god we chose the aquarium, while we were there, some girl stopped matthew and I and asked us if we liked death cab for cutie. I obviously said yes seeing as they are my favorite band, She asked me if I wanted to buy VIP tickets to see them play in Boston tonight. I was a little skeptical about it since I know that a lot of people sell fake tickets, but she seemed very legit and just really desperate to get rid of them because she was from canada and she couldn't go because she was going back to canada. So, we bought them for 1/3 the original price. And we left at 4:30 to get there, but matthew got us lost for 2 1/2 hours, so we didn't get there for awhile. But we got there, and the tickets were real, and it was all absolutely amazing. Unfortunately when we got there, I forgot my CF card for my camera, so I don't have any pictures. But with all this bad comes some good, I guess.

but now I don't know if I'm going back to maine with matthew which was the original plan before my mom had a heart attack, she needs triple bypass surgery, and I want to be here when they do it, so I need to figure out if it's going to be soon or not so I can figure out if I'm going to leave and come back.

my brother is in rehab now, and is doing a lot better, although they told us they only got 75% of the tumor, I don't know what the next step is.

and I need to see my father one last time before I leave, and that's always really awkward.