Oct 21, 2004 22:11
So this morning I woke up crying becuase i had a bad dream. I was crying in my dream, and when i woke up i had tears on my face. Nate had to work tonight. My work went by extremely fast because i spent the time scrubbing the shit out of everything. Everything looks like brand new. I was tired when i got home. So then i listened to some ashlee, bush and more bush. Loudly i might add. I also have come to love Post Break Tragedy. My moms husband called like 30 times tongiht. I picked up and was pissed so i was like fuck off and hung up. then he called back, and then i did it again and was liek stop fucking calling we all ahte you. and now hes threatening to kick my moms boyfriends ass. hahaha. fun times. hes like a bajillion times bigger than jim.
and i know my sister is going behind my moms back and tellng jim things. i know nicoles the one who told jim about john. oh well. oh man. i am so tired.
i actually worked and put effort into my homework tonight. I have to for history. I totally got an a on my sociology test i took yesterday. i was happy about that. im doing well.
im waiting for nate so i can freaken go to bed. i alwasys feel superly bad when i know tht i missed his call. it makes me sad. one time he called me after he got off work, but my phone was on silent and i woke up at 2 am for some reason and i looked at the itme and looked at my phone and felt so badt hat i missed his call. :(
But im on teh verge of falling asleep right now.
I dont know why, but I LOVE this song times ten!
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause it’s all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it yeah I can’t shake it
Nooo
I can’t wait to see you
Want to see if you still got that look in your eyes
That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes
And it’s a shame that we got to spend our time
Being mad about the same things
Over and over again
About the same things
Over and over again
Ohh
But I think she’s leaving
Ooh man she’s leaving
I don’t know what else to do
(I Can’t go on not loving you)
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again yeah
And I can’t take it yeah I can’t shake it
Nooo
I remember the day you left
I remember the last breath you took right in front of me
When you said that u would leave
I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you or say anything
But I see clearly now
And this choice I made keep playing in my head
Over and over again
Playing my head
Over and over again
Ohh
I think she’s leaving
Ooh man she’s leaving
I don’t know what else to do
(I Can’t go on not loving you)
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it I can’t shake it
Nooo
(Now that I’ve realizes that I’m going down
From all this pain you’ve put me through
Every time I close my eyes I like it down
I can’t go on not loving you)
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it I can’t shake it
Nooo
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it I can’t shake it
Nooo
Over and Over again
Over and Over again
Cause it’s all in my head