ANGRY ASHLEY

Jul 10, 2004 23:13

GOD. IM SO FUCKING SICK OF THIS SHIT. ALL OF IT. I HATE EVERYTHING RIGHT NOW. I JUST WANT TO CRY. FUCK I AM CRYING. STUPID BULLSHIT GOING ON. EVERYONE NEEDS TO JUST LEAVE ME ALONE. AND YOU KNOW WHAT.

TO CERTAIN PEOPLE YOU NEED TO REALIZE THAT THIS IS WHERE YOU ARE. IM SORRY ITS NOT PERFECT HAPPY TOWN LIKE YOU HAD. BUT WHATEVER. JUST REALIZE THAT EVERYTIME YOU SAY THINGS LIKE YOU SAY, IT MAKES ME FEEL BAD. BECAUSE YOU ARE HERE, NOT THERE. YOU SAY IM THE ONLY THING HERE YOU LIKE, BUT YOU KNOW WHAT THIS IS ONE OF THE GREATEST PLACES EVER. I LOVE CHICAGO. THIS IS HOME. SO FUCKING DEAL WITH IT.

TO MY SISTER, YOU KNOW WHAT, YOU BITCH ABOUT THE MOST RETARTED THINGS. YOU BITCHED AT ME BECAUSE OF A FUCKING BAND, AND WHO FUCKING HEARD THEM FIRST? ARE YOU SERIOUS? IM FUCKING TIRED OF IT. AND IM SUPPOSED TO SIT BACK AND LISTEN TO YOUR BITCHING ABOUT EVERYFUCKING THING, BUT THE DAY I SAY IM FEELING A LITTLE PISSED, YOU JSUT THROW YOUR SHIT AT ME, AND SAY OH THAT SUCKS, BUT ME BLAH BLHA BLHAB AND I BLAH BLAH BLAH.

TO MY MOTHER, WHO DOESNT FUCKING EVER CARE. YOU ONLY CALL ME WHEN JIM AND YOU ARE FIGHTING. YOU DONT EVER SHOW WHEN YOU SAY YOU WILL. YOU ARE NEVER THERE. I HATE IT. IF YOU DONT WANT TO BE AROUND, THEN DONT SAY YOU WILL BE.

im so sick of all the fucking shit i have to go through. my chest hurts. im in pain. im getting sick becasue of no sleep. i have nightmares when im stressed or upset, and lately all ive been having are nightmares.

AND YOU FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT WHORE, YOU KNOW WHO THE FUCK YOU ARE, LEAVE ME AND MY BOYFRIEND THE FUCK ALONE!!!!!!!!
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