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this next month or so is probably gonna be the hardest month in my entire life. i think i have prayed more to god in the past couple weeks, then i have in my entire life, which is really sad. i just want everything to work out right and the way i would like it to work out. i guess that's really out of my hands now, and whatever happens is what was meant to happen. it's really frustrating when you know in your heart what is right and what isn't right, but you can't really control anything that happens anymore. i just hope that god answers all of my prayers for me. so could everybody just please say a prayer for me, and if you really dont know what im talking about, can you just say a prayer for me anyways, because i could use all the ones i can get!! thanks everybody!!!

love,
beth

*sorry this entry sounded kinda sappy*