sOoOoOoOo cOnFuSeD?!?!?!?!
after what happened last night, i started off really pissed and just a little bit hurt. but after thinking about it and discussing it with some people, ive become more hurt than pissed. i just dont know what to do anymore. i wanna get the hell outta this town...hell this whole state!!!!! somewhere where i could just all over again with my life and have no worries. this life here is too stressful and there are too many hard decisions to make and i cant handle it any more. i need another spring break, one where i can just be by myself and let my thoughts flow freely. i wanna be by the ocean and just stare at it all day. i just wanna get away from all the drama and negativity lingering around in indiana. i hate this fucking place and half of the people that live here!!!!!