!!sknab gnikcufrehtom ynot uoy kcuf!!
i miss my dad, although i'm not sure i ever really knew him in the first place.
i think about him everyday.
i wonder why he does not want to call his daughter-just to see how she is, or drop an email once in a while. i feel absolutely melancholy right now.
i feel so damn alone.
i miss the one amazing summer i had.
the one where tony and i became best friends.
everything was so freaking exciting.
the world stopped around me for a few months.
i was sure i met my perfect match...my baby's daddy.
now, i feel as though i've lost the most beautiful promise god ever granted.
i think i'm losing myself now.
my body and mind...
my soul is strong; i wish that's all i was made of.
i'm fucking over the body and mind concept.
fuck it.
at least i don't have aids.
i must say it'd be a good justification for suicide, though.
damn.
i think about him everyday.
i wonder why he does not want to call his daughter-just to see how she is, or drop an email once in a while. i feel absolutely melancholy right now.
i feel so damn alone.
i miss the one amazing summer i had.
the one where tony and i became best friends.
everything was so freaking exciting.
the world stopped around me for a few months.
i was sure i met my perfect match...my baby's daddy.
now, i feel as though i've lost the most beautiful promise god ever granted.
i think i'm losing myself now.
my body and mind...
my soul is strong; i wish that's all i was made of.
i'm fucking over the body and mind concept.
fuck it.
at least i don't have aids.
i must say it'd be a good justification for suicide, though.
damn.