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yeah its one of those days again...
one of those i hope i gt hit by a car because that would hurt 3068549689 times less then what i feel right now.
i miss aaron
i miss alex.
i miss being loved.
i miss feeling like someone actually gave two shits about me.
FUCK
i'm fucking nothing.
I've pushed everyone away.
I'm just one big disapointment to my family.
i just can't take this anymore.
I'm so sick of crying over nothing!
WHAT THE FUCKING IS WRONG WITH ME!
i just want to be happy again.
truely happy
i just want to know that someone cares.
one of those i hope i gt hit by a car because that would hurt 3068549689 times less then what i feel right now.
i miss aaron
i miss alex.
i miss being loved.
i miss feeling like someone actually gave two shits about me.
FUCK
i'm fucking nothing.
I've pushed everyone away.
I'm just one big disapointment to my family.
i just can't take this anymore.
I'm so sick of crying over nothing!
WHAT THE FUCKING IS WRONG WITH ME!
i just want to be happy again.
truely happy
i just want to know that someone cares.