I'd spill my guts, but I don't want to make a mess

[undergroundriot]

I don't know if i have enough in me to do what i need to do to be me
I seriously don't know who friends are. I want to run away right now to be honest. I'm just sick of everything and just don't like life right now at all. I just am thinking about giving up on this all. Its all so shallow and not worth my time. I hate this all.. fuck it bye