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i wish you hadn't just called. now i feel like shit, and there is nothing i can do about it. i love you, i love you so much, but i can't be your friend anymore. i love you too much to be your friend. for starters, i am not worthy of your friendship. no one deserves a friend who doesn't believe in them, who doesn't respect them nor consider them intelligant.
but also, i love you too much to watch you do this to yourself. i have done everything i could, i put in so much energy, i have defended you when others didn't believe in you, i stood by your side when no one else would, and still, it wasn't enough. you're still going back to him. and i hate him. you know i am not one to use that word lightly. there are only two, maybe three people in this world i have ever hated, and he is one of them. i can't assosiate myself with anyone connected to him, even if that means losing your friendship, even if the reason i hate him is because of how he has treated you.
i'm sorry. i honestly hope everything works out for you. give me a call if he's ever out of your life. till then, just know that i love you. i love you so much...
but also, i love you too much to watch you do this to yourself. i have done everything i could, i put in so much energy, i have defended you when others didn't believe in you, i stood by your side when no one else would, and still, it wasn't enough. you're still going back to him. and i hate him. you know i am not one to use that word lightly. there are only two, maybe three people in this world i have ever hated, and he is one of them. i can't assosiate myself with anyone connected to him, even if that means losing your friendship, even if the reason i hate him is because of how he has treated you.
i'm sorry. i honestly hope everything works out for you. give me a call if he's ever out of your life. till then, just know that i love you. i love you so much...