oh my love, id give anything for one more day with you.
I took my love and I took it down
I climbed a mountain and I turned around
And I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills
'Till the landslide brought me down
Oh, mirror in the sky
What is love
Can the child within my heart rise above
Can I sail thru the changing ocean tides
Can I handle the seasons of my life
Mmm Mmm...I don't know...Mmm Mmm...Mmm Mmm
Well, I've been afraid of changing
'Cause I've built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Children get older
I'm getting older too
So...
I've been afraid of changing
'Cause I, I´ve built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Children get older
I'm getting older too
I'm getting older too
So, take this love, take it down
Oh if you climb a mountain and you turn around
If you see my reflection in the snow covered hills
Well the landslide will bring you down, down
And If you see my reflection in the snow covered hills
Well maybe the landslide will bring you down
Well well, the landslide will bring you down
this song puts into words something thats really eating away at me. i didnt write em, but they say what i cant. i dont know if the person this is about will ever read this, but know that youl always be a huge part of me. even if we never talk again, which i hope isnt the case. but it very well could be. just know that you mean the world to me, and you always will. i really thought this would last forever, but that seems impossible. you used to make me smile a mile wide, now when i think about those times, i get a little sad. cause i know their long gone. dont EVER forget, im here for you, whether you need me or not, il always need you. and youl ALWAYS be my foxyboxy...and i hope il always be your barty, no matter where this road takes us, youl always be in my heart, il always care about you, and il always be here if you need me. i dont wanna lose what we had, though that coulda already happened, i may be too blind to see it, or maybe i DO see it, but i HATE that its really over, and i cant stand to think of my life without you. il always cherish what we had, and il always hope that maybe, someday, we can have that again. you were the first girl i ever shed a tear over, hasnt been any since that day.i really do miss what we had, i really would love to have it back, id really love to have you feel the same, but im thinking that isnt the case anymore. that weekend will always be in the back of my mind, cause i dont remember the last time i was that happy, or the last time i felt that whole. you made me feel complete, and now that complete ness isnt complete, quite the oppisite in fact. i know we used to joke about soulmates, and there being only one person for each of us, and you were always what i considered my "soulmate" noone ever made me feel like you did, noone knew me like you did. looking back i guess it was kinda silly, thinking id met the one person i was gunna be with for the rest of my life, but at the time, thats what felt right. all my friends hated when i talked about you, cause they had heard it a million times before, but i had something great, and i wanted to share it with everyone, you were my great thing. now you arent anymore, not by my choice, and i hope not by yours, thats why this song is so fitting to what im feeling. it just fits so well with how im seeing this situation right now. cause lets be honest, my life kinda was built around you, cause noone could ever measure up to you. this probably sounds repatitive and rehearsed, but its not. i have been thinking about this for a while, and i never wanted to face reality. it just made me scared to think of life without you, cause you had been such a huge part of it. you were the first person i ever stayed up and talked to till like, 6 am. ive never been able to hold a conversation with someone for that long and have it be meaningful. i never took 15 minutes to say goodbye and goodnight to someone before you. when i realized that we had something very very good and very rare, it made me really happy. i loved being loved, it made me so happy i cant even put it into words. before i end this ginormus lj entry, i just want to say one last time, i will always love you, you will always have a place inside my heart. noone can ever replace you, you were my first, and up to this point, only girl i could ever see myself with later in life. i really do care about you alot. thats all ive got to say right now. maybe you will read this, who knows? if you do, dont be hurt, i wouldnt want that. thats the last thing id ever want to do. but just know that this is how i feel. i hope you dont get mad, i dont think you would. thats really all. im done right now
and now if youve made it through all that,heres something funny!
THE GINORMUS RETURN OF...
THE RANDOM
QUOTE!
OF
THE
DAY!!!!!!111111
jason m(talking about seeing japanese wrestlers):it will honestly be the best day of my life
me:haha, even better then the day you lose your virginity?
jason:yes