i just read an old email...
and i can not BELIEVE how upset i was that a completley IMMATURE relationship failed.
there was NO support, NO understanding, there is NO WAY i could have done it in chico either.
with all the jealousy & sensitivity.
i REALLY hope, that this guy i have found that has been gone for the past two weeks
i REALLY hope it works. because i dont know if i have enough strength to take this on by myself.
i need someone else chanting WITH me, saying YES! yes you can and i KNOW you can do it!
WE can!
dear god, i pray to you...
let this be amazing. i know nothing lasts forever, not even diamonds... but at least let this last for as long as i need it to.
i have so much potential, i just need help.
let me be crazy about someone again.
there was NO support, NO understanding, there is NO WAY i could have done it in chico either.
with all the jealousy & sensitivity.
i REALLY hope, that this guy i have found that has been gone for the past two weeks
i REALLY hope it works. because i dont know if i have enough strength to take this on by myself.
i need someone else chanting WITH me, saying YES! yes you can and i KNOW you can do it!
WE can!
dear god, i pray to you...
let this be amazing. i know nothing lasts forever, not even diamonds... but at least let this last for as long as i need it to.
i have so much potential, i just need help.
let me be crazy about someone again.