i cant take it...
god. i cant take it. i have had enough of it. this is so stupid. i knw youll never love me. and i mean for a while i kinda loved you... but when i realized that you only wanted to take me as a piece of ass. i actually even didnt really care. i was blinded by the meer fact that you would even want to touch me. we had our good times. but it was never real. you caressed me with your charm. and that i fell for. everytime i was about to give up. something drew me closer and gave me more hope. but now im sick of your silly little games. if you dont like me and never liked me. then why keep reassurring me?