life life life hmm vverryy interesting
Well,
I keep making through the weeks, climbing over all the obstacles that keep popping up along my path. I am getting a bit tired, buuut there is nothing I can do it about it. There just seems so much to do. I cant wait for a day when we have less to do around here. The new house is going to be a crazy adventure. I am highly considering taking less courses next year. I think that I need to find a balance. I need to slow down. I am only 21 years old, and it is OK if I get my degree when I am 26 or something! It is hard for me to admit to that, because I am used to such a pressure from myself to finish. I think I will rely on God to provide money for school, and go based on the funds available. Its so hard because I want to be and do so many things! I want to have my family, have a couple more babies, and have my kids close together, and kinda have that organized and complete, but I also want to be young and travel, and finish my degree and start my career. I also want to be a fitness buff, and spend two hours a day working out. Haha, riiigghhtt.. I want to be a good wife, and have a close relationship with God. I want to snowboard, surf, and play volleyball. I want to do super fun stuff with my son. Crazyness!
I think i should put my crazy mind to rest for tonight....
I keep making through the weeks, climbing over all the obstacles that keep popping up along my path. I am getting a bit tired, buuut there is nothing I can do it about it. There just seems so much to do. I cant wait for a day when we have less to do around here. The new house is going to be a crazy adventure. I am highly considering taking less courses next year. I think that I need to find a balance. I need to slow down. I am only 21 years old, and it is OK if I get my degree when I am 26 or something! It is hard for me to admit to that, because I am used to such a pressure from myself to finish. I think I will rely on God to provide money for school, and go based on the funds available. Its so hard because I want to be and do so many things! I want to have my family, have a couple more babies, and have my kids close together, and kinda have that organized and complete, but I also want to be young and travel, and finish my degree and start my career. I also want to be a fitness buff, and spend two hours a day working out. Haha, riiigghhtt.. I want to be a good wife, and have a close relationship with God. I want to snowboard, surf, and play volleyball. I want to do super fun stuff with my son. Crazyness!
I think i should put my crazy mind to rest for tonight....