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[under_your_brow]

about a month ago i had a dream that my brother was away at war and got shot and killed. i woke up crying and ran down to his room and layed in his bed with him...he didn't even ask me what was wrong, he just layed there and hugged me.

i just found out that about a month ago, my brother was told that he's getting deployed.

my brother's going to bagdad and i'm not going to see him for over a year.