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Depression
Not something you want to go through.
I hate how everyone says they're depressed, just to get ( Read more... )
Not something you want to go through.
I hate how everyone says they're depressed, just to get ( Read more... )
everything you said up there is pretty true.
but the part abt kids just wantiong to get attention thats not all true.
because i didnt want attention/ i mean.
i've cut myself beofre. i didnt meet my dad till i was like 9 and my dAD moved out like 2 months ago. my dad wont give me or my mom money. my dad is a drunk if he goes one day without driinking he throwsup. hes smokes ciggs like crazy he does pott. he ISNT my ro model. i really dont like whens hes at my house, hes ALWAYS in my buisness. my mom and dad ALWAYS fight( when i say fight i mean hit fight.) or SCREAM so FUCKING LoUD even my dog cries. my mom is always drunk sometimes. shes a bitch when she is. but whens shes not drunk.shes the sweetest person in the world! i had REALLY bad boyfrined prombelm.s guys only use me. guys wont stop toucing me. my grandpa and grandma died. i am really poor kinda. i am always worried if poeple call me posers. i mean just because i wear soimething different. they call people psers which is wrong why in the weolrd would somone be worried about what there wearing its ridiculus like i bopught boardshorts today but i dont surf really im scared of sharks but i really like there shorts i want to surf and learn but im not totally rready for that yet so its like i cant wear the shorts or i will be called a poser. i moved away from my family, no one talks to each other in my family. everyone hatres each other in my family anwyas. i lost a best friend. jenai from last year. im all alone. the only person i have is jesse. i guess. cause i dont know everyone has someone and i dont. you & angela. katie & jenai. Haley & beth. Christiana and sam. tatiana & sami. soo many more but it will be toooo long. me and who . no one.i ost my bedt freiend to katie. and in haleys livejournal u put the poepl who understood you was angela and katie ands jenai i thougt i was closer than katie and jenai? i mean i dont care but whatever. i know this isnt all that bad but still it puts a whole in my heart and im not gonna be all happy about it. i try to hide it like nothing is wrong. nothing really is wrong anymore. but i mean., just everything. my mom and dad. lifes. family.friends nothing can erver go right for me either i can NEVEr be good enough for ANYONE! i ALWAYS mess up but i dont care anbymore/
i jsut figure i tell you this.
bye.
<3
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Words can't describe how much that meant to me. I didnt know you knew haley, so I didnt put you in there. =/ sorry. I think you are the only one i have right now. i'm saying this truely. Angela and I aren't doing so great right now. And urgh, there is just so many things i need to tell you. I feel so bad. You haven't been on lately and I havent seen you around school. Kristine, we really need to talk. I have sosososossososo much to tell you.Kristine, I really need you right now, and your one of the best friends I could ever have.
I love you
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