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and then sometimes things do fall into place.
fri was the surprise party that started at 1, sleep.
saturday i discovered a new cafe, complete with an enormous tea menu, huge purple couches, and light music. shauna and i decided we needed to work at night, so we cracked open the ginormous bottle of Cooks. logic logic logic. i didn't want to go out, so boy came over. a really really good night... we sat and talked and i told him even more about highschool and i heard more about how he's managed to keep himself at cal. i have an incredible amount of respect for him. and really, how can you not love someone who was pretty sure they wanted to be english and philosophy and then ended up physics and math? the chemistry between us was clear and somehow a lot of questions got answered.
the next morning i dragged him out with me shuana tim and justin. a little easter brunch. he hadn't really spent time with them before and it was the perfect group... they all loved him and shauna and i were at our utmost... us? the loopiness and friendship were tangible... the line at the cafe was crazy so we wandered further down college and eventually found a chocolate cafe with incredible drinks. the food was awesome, including ricotta pancakes with citrus sauce :)
then shauna and i waved goodbye and headed to the library. i checked out books for the very first time. we got a bit claustrophobic so ended up back on the good ol 51 and back to my new cafe. work work work, some dinner and tv watching, a little yp run. yesterday morning was ridiculously stressful... the day was stupid. i eventually found myself in portugues completley out of it and it dawned on me that everyone was busy scribbling a paragraph and had been for awhile. it was too late to ask so after some panicked thinking i went to the bathroom. brilliant thinking freyan. luckily she never called on me. worked on the presentation more, yay zora neale hurston, found half an hour to nap at heller, gave said presentation, then decided to cut across the glade. again, half way through realized i was four inches deep in mud. cleaned up, sat in the sun for one song,a nd then had a 3hour physics review. result - more physics than i've learned in months. and i am definitely taking advantage of physicsboy.
he was at work when i called but def offered help. i woke this morning to a message reminding me of saturday fun and offering me good chocolate cause i seem stressed.
i think this might work.
fri was the surprise party that started at 1, sleep.
saturday i discovered a new cafe, complete with an enormous tea menu, huge purple couches, and light music. shauna and i decided we needed to work at night, so we cracked open the ginormous bottle of Cooks. logic logic logic. i didn't want to go out, so boy came over. a really really good night... we sat and talked and i told him even more about highschool and i heard more about how he's managed to keep himself at cal. i have an incredible amount of respect for him. and really, how can you not love someone who was pretty sure they wanted to be english and philosophy and then ended up physics and math? the chemistry between us was clear and somehow a lot of questions got answered.
the next morning i dragged him out with me shuana tim and justin. a little easter brunch. he hadn't really spent time with them before and it was the perfect group... they all loved him and shauna and i were at our utmost... us? the loopiness and friendship were tangible... the line at the cafe was crazy so we wandered further down college and eventually found a chocolate cafe with incredible drinks. the food was awesome, including ricotta pancakes with citrus sauce :)
then shauna and i waved goodbye and headed to the library. i checked out books for the very first time. we got a bit claustrophobic so ended up back on the good ol 51 and back to my new cafe. work work work, some dinner and tv watching, a little yp run. yesterday morning was ridiculously stressful... the day was stupid. i eventually found myself in portugues completley out of it and it dawned on me that everyone was busy scribbling a paragraph and had been for awhile. it was too late to ask so after some panicked thinking i went to the bathroom. brilliant thinking freyan. luckily she never called on me. worked on the presentation more, yay zora neale hurston, found half an hour to nap at heller, gave said presentation, then decided to cut across the glade. again, half way through realized i was four inches deep in mud. cleaned up, sat in the sun for one song,a nd then had a 3hour physics review. result - more physics than i've learned in months. and i am definitely taking advantage of physicsboy.
he was at work when i called but def offered help. i woke this morning to a message reminding me of saturday fun and offering me good chocolate cause i seem stressed.
i think this might work.