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I rolled over and there it was. My gun...my only friend...the one thing i know i can count on. It will always be there for me.I wish you could see...i wish i could show u...i wish i could tell you...how i feel...I cant keep this up...this lie...i cant help...i need to be saved...The light shines on my face...the light makes me want to shut my eyes...but as i look into the blinding light i can see a shape...the shape of someone i know..someone i can trust...Can you see it...this light...feel its warmth on your face...im thinking i know who i am...but cant seem to get it out...like i dont have a voice..and i just mummble...my words like stones..open my mouth...I..am...Myself...better this time...closer to the truth...trying to get past the lie...cant seem to run..this body..so heavy...like rock...lift my head...i feel like my soul is leaking out...As i try to keep it together it all seems to fall apart...and ill put you back together...and ill make it all better...cuz i cant fix my self...so why not try others...there so diffrent...bodys hang with the sences they know were they are going...cant walk...i cant do anything...im...i wish i knew how this would end..for us all.