It's what keeps us going. Even that impossible dream of meeting someone famous, world domination, owning a country... it all keeps a person going. That and faith.
I've never lived by a plan. I have always and still do fear the future more than most everything else. Especially now that my life seems so right.
I've never known what I wanted or been able to decide on things.
So what do I want to do?
I want to graduate. I want to find out what career I should pursue. Maybe go to post-secondary school. I want to eventually move out and find my own house I want to learn to drive soon. I want to have my own car.
I never wanted to before. But now that I've fallen in love I want to get married. haha 10 years from now. I know everyone thinks it's impossible because highschool sweethearts don't generally go on to spend their lives together. But I believe it will happen.
I've never wanted kids. So I Don't know how things will go from there. I really want to travel when I graduate.
These are the things I want to accomplish. Maybe I will accomplish them one day..
Ha, you got me here. I used to know exactely what I want to do, what I'm supposed to do. Now at the ripe age of 31 I finally get to live my teenage crisis and have no idea what I want to do anymore. Dreams? I refuse to dream anymore. I'm more about accepting fate these days.
But yeah, moving to Switzerland sounds good... I've always thought this country as a perfect illustration for perfection. But after you've seen ugly, can you believe in perfection anymore? Wouldn't you betray REALITY? But hiding your head in the sand is so good sometimes...
Logic vs. just saying 'sod it' and doing what you want to...difficult.
*cuddles*
I dream of a time without pain. I dream of being an actress. I think up witty retorts and conversations that I would use if I was on a comedy panel game show like QI. When I was eight I dreamt of being the best at gymnastics. I dream and hope too much :S
What I'd like? Right now I'd like a decent keyboard. One with a shift key that doesn't keep randomly deciding not to work so I look like I can't capitalise my words properly. augh!
Um. Sorry. *sighs and hugs you tightly*
Really? I'd like to find a wonderful job that pays enough money so that i don't ever have to worry about bills and things again. i'm not saying i want to be rich. But just to not have to worry about where the next rent is coming from. That would be nice.
And I'd like to be surrounded by wonderful friends who love me and who i love. people i trust and want to be with and have fun with and..yeah.
And I'd like to find love. I'm not sure it exists but...yeah.
My dream was to grow up to be an artist. I love drawing and I always have. I had it all planned out too. Go for a few years more after high school to an art school. Graduate from there and then after I got enough money to go travel the world. But I have always wanted to live in Alaska
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I've never known what I wanted or been able to decide on things.
So what do I want to do?
I want to graduate. I want to find out what career I should pursue. Maybe go to post-secondary school. I want to eventually move out and find my own house I want to learn to drive soon. I want to have my own car.
I never wanted to before. But now that I've fallen in love I want to get married. haha 10 years from now. I know everyone thinks it's impossible because highschool sweethearts don't generally go on to spend their lives together. But I believe it will happen.
I've never wanted kids. So I Don't know how things will go from there. I really want to travel when I graduate.
These are the things I want to accomplish. Maybe I will accomplish them one day..
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But yeah, moving to Switzerland sounds good... I've always thought this country as a perfect illustration for perfection. But after you've seen ugly, can you believe in perfection anymore? Wouldn't you betray REALITY? But hiding your head in the sand is so good sometimes...
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Logic vs. just saying 'sod it' and doing what you want to...difficult.
*cuddles*
I dream of a time without pain. I dream of being an actress. I think up witty retorts and conversations that I would use if I was on a comedy panel game show like QI.
When I was eight I dreamt of being the best at gymnastics.
I dream and hope too much :S
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Um. Sorry. *sighs and hugs you tightly*
Really? I'd like to find a wonderful job that pays enough money so that i don't ever have to worry about bills and things again. i'm not saying i want to be rich. But just to not have to worry about where the next rent is coming from. That would be nice.
And I'd like to be surrounded by wonderful friends who love me and who i love. people i trust and want to be with and have fun with and..yeah.
And I'd like to find love. I'm not sure it exists but...yeah.
*sigh*
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