and we'll get this started...

[under_my_smiles]

well, im at home now...friday me and noel went to the tanning bed :-) finally, then we went to mcdonalds and her house. sat. we didnt really do nething, we went tanning and were gonna ride fourwheelers afterwards but never did and we just hung out and stuff then we got up and went to church this morning. now im home and my mom is making suckers for the kids valentines party at church tonight...yeah thats about it. now im just listening to music and delaying helping my brothers do valentines.

consider this a letter that i never sent.
however inconsiderate it seems.
do you still consider me the one you laughed with, or that you learned to live without?
i suck. i know i'm late. i know you waited.
you wouldn't get me on the phone.
you couldn't make me not alone.