just another update
Well here is what is going on in my life:
Thanksgiving was fun. I'm talking to Ed again. Though, somethings will never change. I discovered that. Even after a month of not talking, sometimes, things you want to go away will just not. I accept that now, it just sucks cause well, by my nature I'm a curious person. I like experience things when I'm curious to know what the feeling/outcome will be. But I can't listen to my instincts, they'll get me into a deep load of shit.
School after thanksgiving has been quite a blurr. I don't even know what's going on. I'm pretty much been bored, until I went to a porn shop today. It was....so strange idk...it was for someone's bday that we went. Awkward.
yeah, idk I feel really weird today. though yesterday was AWESOME! it was sushi, followed by fried cheesecake from sonic, then 007!!!! then ihop afterwards. IT was pretty amazing I have to say. But yeah, i dont like wiebold in that way, and there are so many other guys i'm attracted to that weibold doesn't even cut the list. I feel kinda bad but it's the truth. I can't date him. Oh well, that's my choice.
Thanksgiving was fun. I'm talking to Ed again. Though, somethings will never change. I discovered that. Even after a month of not talking, sometimes, things you want to go away will just not. I accept that now, it just sucks cause well, by my nature I'm a curious person. I like experience things when I'm curious to know what the feeling/outcome will be. But I can't listen to my instincts, they'll get me into a deep load of shit.
School after thanksgiving has been quite a blurr. I don't even know what's going on. I'm pretty much been bored, until I went to a porn shop today. It was....so strange idk...it was for someone's bday that we went. Awkward.
yeah, idk I feel really weird today. though yesterday was AWESOME! it was sushi, followed by fried cheesecake from sonic, then 007!!!! then ihop afterwards. IT was pretty amazing I have to say. But yeah, i dont like wiebold in that way, and there are so many other guys i'm attracted to that weibold doesn't even cut the list. I feel kinda bad but it's the truth. I can't date him. Oh well, that's my choice.