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Yesterday my Mother approached me and wanted to discuss my situation...
Out of nowhere, she asked me to reconsider this pregnancy. Basically to abort my child.
I don't know what to do...
Everybody was scared, shocked, and happy when I first told them now they're throwing doubt my way. Trust me, I've thought about everything - from complications, changes with my body, mind, and relationship with Josh, to babysitting and money.
I feel like I'm the only one who wants the baby. So there I go again... feeling alone again.
IF there is complications with my cervix, or whatever, and for some reason I won't be able to bring this child into the world then something will have to be done, but until then... I'm keeping it.
Then again... I feel as if we do "get rid" of the baby, it will make everybody happy. I don't want people to be doubtful, disappointed, and angry with me.
Out of nowhere, she asked me to reconsider this pregnancy. Basically to abort my child.
I don't know what to do...
Everybody was scared, shocked, and happy when I first told them now they're throwing doubt my way. Trust me, I've thought about everything - from complications, changes with my body, mind, and relationship with Josh, to babysitting and money.
I feel like I'm the only one who wants the baby. So there I go again... feeling alone again.
IF there is complications with my cervix, or whatever, and for some reason I won't be able to bring this child into the world then something will have to be done, but until then... I'm keeping it.
Then again... I feel as if we do "get rid" of the baby, it will make everybody happy. I don't want people to be doubtful, disappointed, and angry with me.