Okay Home-Dizzles...
Since no1 has signed me last 2 entrys and they were surveys, I have concluded that you have nothing to say because my extra-long surveys did most of tha talkin....
SO hurrs a real update...
*I missed school today, I was too tired to go, or maybe too depressed I dunno, I guess its the same thing since my extreme exhaustion is fueling all of my feelings...
*In 2 months Ive had my period 5 times, I need to see a doctor, Paula (Anthony's MOM) said she would take me if my mom wouldn't, which I know she(MOM) won't because she doesn't want to hear that I have another problem....
*Well, my nonstop monthly has my acne in an uproar, I wish MOM would order my ProActiv, I know mines not really that bad, it just makes me very self concious
*I love my guy friends, being so close to them helps me deal with the lack of a father figure, if that makes any sense
*I miss Sydney and Josiah, my family life has really went down the tubes lately
*All I have a desire to do when I'm not with Libby, Anthony, or on the phone with them is sleep...
*I love Anthony, I really hope I have the privelage of marrying that boy some day....
*My sister says some of my friends from KY have been asking about me but it's not the ones I thought would be interested...
*I miss those guys, I really do
*I am so not what I wanted to look like when I was younger...I could gag myself right now and feel satisfaction, the only thing that keeps me from it is Anthony, he tells me I'm beautiful...
*I wonder who Libby is going to marry...
*I miss Diane, she was my best friend for so long, and now we never get to talk, but I know when we reunite it's going be like it was...we just have that type of bond....
*ShoutFest was awesome...all the bands were so good...I would love to start a band, I was learning to play the guitar...I just quit...
*I hate how I do that, I'd do anything else to be someone different, I would change my friends, guy, or life for Christ but everything else could totally morph into simething new, and needless I'd be more than overjoyed...
*I want to get a mohawk and purple highlights, I think that would be so cool.....
*I designed my prom dress, all I need is a good seamstress, its old school, 50s vintage inspired, it's real glam...Im gonna be decked out, fauhawk (or a real onde if my hair gets long enuf for a jawline layer and thena shoulder layer then, Ill shear the top to flip it up)red lipstick, pumps and clutch, oh am I excited...
*Antonio's workin on his tux, hell be hot, I know he will, gosh he's gorgeuos...
*His dad is makin him get a haircut, but justa trim
*My hands are hurtin now, man I hate JA
Ell homes, Im out....
*If you save yourself for God, you will get the golden rod...- Bright and Shiny's (BUBBLE BOY)
I love Antwon....
<3 ASHLI
SO hurrs a real update...
*I missed school today, I was too tired to go, or maybe too depressed I dunno, I guess its the same thing since my extreme exhaustion is fueling all of my feelings...
*In 2 months Ive had my period 5 times, I need to see a doctor, Paula (Anthony's MOM) said she would take me if my mom wouldn't, which I know she(MOM) won't because she doesn't want to hear that I have another problem....
*Well, my nonstop monthly has my acne in an uproar, I wish MOM would order my ProActiv, I know mines not really that bad, it just makes me very self concious
*I love my guy friends, being so close to them helps me deal with the lack of a father figure, if that makes any sense
*I miss Sydney and Josiah, my family life has really went down the tubes lately
*All I have a desire to do when I'm not with Libby, Anthony, or on the phone with them is sleep...
*I love Anthony, I really hope I have the privelage of marrying that boy some day....
*My sister says some of my friends from KY have been asking about me but it's not the ones I thought would be interested...
*I miss those guys, I really do
*I am so not what I wanted to look like when I was younger...I could gag myself right now and feel satisfaction, the only thing that keeps me from it is Anthony, he tells me I'm beautiful...
*I wonder who Libby is going to marry...
*I miss Diane, she was my best friend for so long, and now we never get to talk, but I know when we reunite it's going be like it was...we just have that type of bond....
*ShoutFest was awesome...all the bands were so good...I would love to start a band, I was learning to play the guitar...I just quit...
*I hate how I do that, I'd do anything else to be someone different, I would change my friends, guy, or life for Christ but everything else could totally morph into simething new, and needless I'd be more than overjoyed...
*I want to get a mohawk and purple highlights, I think that would be so cool.....
*I designed my prom dress, all I need is a good seamstress, its old school, 50s vintage inspired, it's real glam...Im gonna be decked out, fauhawk (or a real onde if my hair gets long enuf for a jawline layer and thena shoulder layer then, Ill shear the top to flip it up)red lipstick, pumps and clutch, oh am I excited...
*Antonio's workin on his tux, hell be hot, I know he will, gosh he's gorgeuos...
*His dad is makin him get a haircut, but justa trim
*My hands are hurtin now, man I hate JA
Ell homes, Im out....
*If you save yourself for God, you will get the golden rod...- Bright and Shiny's (BUBBLE BOY)
I love Antwon....
<3 ASHLI