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But drinking shit straight and quick is the best way. It tastes awful but ten minutes later you're flying high for the next several hours. I was scared I had lost the ability to feel this way. But I haven't and I'm glad.'
This is the feeling in my chest that has me wanting (and able to just go for) boy cuddles and hook ups. If [insertnamehere] were here, I'd be just going for it in a way sober me is just too much of a pussy to ever do.
This is DRUNK GRACE. Who is all sorts of don't give a fuck, all sorts of impulsive, and every kind of indulgence.
I want to be like this always.
Because Im at home. And alone. And this feeling, thsi courage and resolve and freedom, will fade. Will go towwaste.
This is the feeling in my chest that has me wanting (and able to just go for) boy cuddles and hook ups. If [insertnamehere] were here, I'd be just going for it in a way sober me is just too much of a pussy to ever do.
This is DRUNK GRACE. Who is all sorts of don't give a fuck, all sorts of impulsive, and every kind of indulgence.
I want to be like this always.
Because Im at home. And alone. And this feeling, thsi courage and resolve and freedom, will fade. Will go towwaste.