don't tell me 'cause it hurts.
yeah, I've had a stressful summer.
you can't even call this summer,
i haven't gone out anywhere really.
stupid summerschool.
last night at like 12 i went for a walk
i got home and my parents yelled at me.
but i just needed to clear my head,
i have so many thoughts in my head right now.
it's hard to deal with all of them.
i don't really know what to do.
lately i've just been in one of my moods.
i'm not happy or sad.
i just have like no emotions in me.
is there something wrong with me?
sometimes i just want to shoot myself in the head,
then i realize i have no gun or the willpower to do it.
i guess i just want to.
i've come to the conclusion i have shattered dreams.
and that makes me feel sick.
you can't even call this summer,
i haven't gone out anywhere really.
stupid summerschool.
last night at like 12 i went for a walk
i got home and my parents yelled at me.
but i just needed to clear my head,
i have so many thoughts in my head right now.
it's hard to deal with all of them.
i don't really know what to do.
lately i've just been in one of my moods.
i'm not happy or sad.
i just have like no emotions in me.
is there something wrong with me?
sometimes i just want to shoot myself in the head,
then i realize i have no gun or the willpower to do it.
i guess i just want to.
i've come to the conclusion i have shattered dreams.
and that makes me feel sick.