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last night my dreams were like, totally meta... I don't remember specifically what I dreampt... I think in the 1st dream there was a really uncomfortable wooden board somewhere in my bed and I couldn't figure out why. Then I was like, 'oh, I think I'm dreaming....' and decided to make myself wake up from it. So then I woke up from it with a ridiculously exaggerated startle-type movement only to lay back down on an entirely-made-of-wood bed (that is, no mattress). At that point I remember thinking (in dream 2) 'whoa, how meta....' and then thinking it was funny that I used 'meta' while dreaming. And then I woke myself up for real and found it even more funny that I had thought it was funny that I was using 'meta' in a dream....
Before I fell asleep again I heard this girl screaming outside. At first I thought she was just being drunk and stupid- the screams sounded kinda like, "wooooo!" sorta things... but then I started picking up on some of what she was screaming... 'I fucking killed him!'.... and then a more calm voice 'no, you didn't...' then 'SHUT UP!!!! SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP!' and 'He called me a whore!' I also might have heard her saying something like,'I covered my eyes and ears but I still couldn't block out them sucking him out.... I killed him!' (implying that she was really upset about having an abortion) but I'm not sure if she actually said it - I couldn't really make out the words but it sort of sounded like that... I hope whoever she is she's okay...
Before I fell asleep again I heard this girl screaming outside. At first I thought she was just being drunk and stupid- the screams sounded kinda like, "wooooo!" sorta things... but then I started picking up on some of what she was screaming... 'I fucking killed him!'.... and then a more calm voice 'no, you didn't...' then 'SHUT UP!!!! SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP!' and 'He called me a whore!' I also might have heard her saying something like,'I covered my eyes and ears but I still couldn't block out them sucking him out.... I killed him!' (implying that she was really upset about having an abortion) but I'm not sure if she actually said it - I couldn't really make out the words but it sort of sounded like that... I hope whoever she is she's okay...