gonk
abnormal psych test went pretty well... unless I get points off for not being concise. not that most ppl reading this probably had any idea i had an abnormal psych test today... but that's not the point.
my digital photo class has gotten less ridiculous.... our teacher kinda sorta got his act together a little bit... kinda sorta. as a result, i need to figure out what to do for my next assignment... which is "environmental portraiture" hmm.
I get sick of being busy when I have stuff to do all day... but then once I have time to not do anything it just calls attention to the fact that I have nothing to do. Well no, more that I have no one to do stuff with. I've been far to emo lately... I did something the other day that may have been one of the most psychologically healthy things I've done like, ever... but at the same time it sucked a lot... and still sucks... and I need to find a new psychologically unhealthy thing to replace it. (yes, ideally i would find something healthy to serve that function... but I'm being realistic. and vague...)
I guess my problem right now is that while I've sucessfully filled up my days with things, so I'm not sitting around being bored all the time, I still don't have people. Or rather, enough people. I still haven't found anyone new to hang out with, do stuff with, etc.
I'm totally gonna grow up to be one of those people who lives alone with a bunch of cats...
my digital photo class has gotten less ridiculous.... our teacher kinda sorta got his act together a little bit... kinda sorta. as a result, i need to figure out what to do for my next assignment... which is "environmental portraiture" hmm.
I get sick of being busy when I have stuff to do all day... but then once I have time to not do anything it just calls attention to the fact that I have nothing to do. Well no, more that I have no one to do stuff with. I've been far to emo lately... I did something the other day that may have been one of the most psychologically healthy things I've done like, ever... but at the same time it sucked a lot... and still sucks... and I need to find a new psychologically unhealthy thing to replace it. (yes, ideally i would find something healthy to serve that function... but I'm being realistic. and vague...)
I guess my problem right now is that while I've sucessfully filled up my days with things, so I'm not sitting around being bored all the time, I still don't have people. Or rather, enough people. I still haven't found anyone new to hang out with, do stuff with, etc.
I'm totally gonna grow up to be one of those people who lives alone with a bunch of cats...