forgive me, father...
for i am addicted to lesbian pop culture. specifically, genderbending husky women in lesbian pop culture. &, currently, it is shameless. !!daniela sea!! her life is an actual one!! i am drawn to a sense of hope by this, somehow. http://www.curvemag.com/Detailed/701.html
& a cheap cut & paste from an email update to my litkids group, because i figured a few of you have wondered where i've gone..
hey. i'm just finishing up a summer at camp warren where i volunteered, played in the woods, grappled with massive emotions & gave massages. it was, overall, great. i feel closer to the heart of me than i have been in awhile. right now i feel grateful for the internet, grateful for lesbian pop culture, grateful for quakerism and for orange sunsets, even if i miss the ball dropping. outside are almost certainly stars. i have a long-term dream that has been gelling over time of starting a small, stout-hearted boarding school with lots of liberties on this beautiful property and having just one world where i live. in the meantime i am alone in an empty office where the computer lights my face up. i suspect i'll wind up with a teaching license. there are so many directions my life could go & i insist on them going in near every one. i will likely winter some part of this year in san diego, if anyone is down there or knows good folks or housing... tim & katie, i want to hook up with a friends meeting & test drive that experience. which one(s) did you all go to as youngin's? it appears there's one in seward and another in southwest, a third in st paul? i dunno. i might volunteer at the friends school. my roommate is due with her first baby on sept. 5 & i've been invited to attend the birth. i grieve often these days & it is blissful to have gratitude dripping down my fingers right now like latex paint. it's the blessings...
& a cheap cut & paste from an email update to my litkids group, because i figured a few of you have wondered where i've gone..
hey. i'm just finishing up a summer at camp warren where i volunteered, played in the woods, grappled with massive emotions & gave massages. it was, overall, great. i feel closer to the heart of me than i have been in awhile. right now i feel grateful for the internet, grateful for lesbian pop culture, grateful for quakerism and for orange sunsets, even if i miss the ball dropping. outside are almost certainly stars. i have a long-term dream that has been gelling over time of starting a small, stout-hearted boarding school with lots of liberties on this beautiful property and having just one world where i live. in the meantime i am alone in an empty office where the computer lights my face up. i suspect i'll wind up with a teaching license. there are so many directions my life could go & i insist on them going in near every one. i will likely winter some part of this year in san diego, if anyone is down there or knows good folks or housing... tim & katie, i want to hook up with a friends meeting & test drive that experience. which one(s) did you all go to as youngin's? it appears there's one in seward and another in southwest, a third in st paul? i dunno. i might volunteer at the friends school. my roommate is due with her first baby on sept. 5 & i've been invited to attend the birth. i grieve often these days & it is blissful to have gratitude dripping down my fingers right now like latex paint. it's the blessings...