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Its been a long ass time...
This vacation was OK. When I was gone I missed everyone and really just wanted to be in my own house. Its funny how we dont actually know what we want. I came home today around 4 am and went to bed. I woke up and saw andrew...big mistake. He was fucked up and for the first time in a while I just wanted to hop on the plane and go back to jamacia. It was nice to not have to deal with other people and their problems and shit. I got to relax and just clear my head. I got fucked up most nights and chilled with the jamacians and some other kids. It was great. No one to worry about, no one to try and please, i could just be in my own little world. Jamacia was sweeet for the most part, i mean i just layed around all day, swam or played tennis. It was just relaxing. The best was the night i was too drunk to care about shit and too high to even think. DAMN THOSE JAMACIANS HAVE SOME GOOD SHIIIIII! ahah but other than that it was nice to just soak up sun and be at peace. I dunno its nice to be home but at the same time I miss that calm.
This vacation was OK. When I was gone I missed everyone and really just wanted to be in my own house. Its funny how we dont actually know what we want. I came home today around 4 am and went to bed. I woke up and saw andrew...big mistake. He was fucked up and for the first time in a while I just wanted to hop on the plane and go back to jamacia. It was nice to not have to deal with other people and their problems and shit. I got to relax and just clear my head. I got fucked up most nights and chilled with the jamacians and some other kids. It was great. No one to worry about, no one to try and please, i could just be in my own little world. Jamacia was sweeet for the most part, i mean i just layed around all day, swam or played tennis. It was just relaxing. The best was the night i was too drunk to care about shit and too high to even think. DAMN THOSE JAMACIANS HAVE SOME GOOD SHIIIIII! ahah but other than that it was nice to just soak up sun and be at peace. I dunno its nice to be home but at the same time I miss that calm.