HMmmm.....
So the last few days have been intresing. Mr. Christopher isnt talkin to me, Beverly brought up my x adn that sure didnt help, me and brandon, not my x, talked by the fire last night and i was crying and its so dumb. i'm just getting so stressed out. i mean, with crhis mad at me, me missing brandon, school is almost over and i'm just starting to make good friends and prom is comming up so theres all that drama. and just over all i'm just trying to be happy and not make people mad at me or be too annoying but i always do something to make my life messed up.
i'm just trying to grow up and make things out of my life without making to many mistakes....and i know i will make some, but i hope that they arent the bad ones.
and its really stressing when people get mad when i am honest....i mean, would they rather me lie to them? i guess its just not even worth it.
Other then that, chuch was good today!! i scared Scott by showing him my needle mark from when i gave blood..haha. i love that guy.
but ya...i guess i'm just sorry for everything i do cuz i'm just not good enough.
but i wrote a blog on myspace so you can look at it if you want...dont comment if your just gonna say the normal stuff cuz i dotn wanna hear that.
i'm just trying to grow up and make things out of my life without making to many mistakes....and i know i will make some, but i hope that they arent the bad ones.
and its really stressing when people get mad when i am honest....i mean, would they rather me lie to them? i guess its just not even worth it.
Other then that, chuch was good today!! i scared Scott by showing him my needle mark from when i gave blood..haha. i love that guy.
but ya...i guess i'm just sorry for everything i do cuz i'm just not good enough.
but i wrote a blog on myspace so you can look at it if you want...dont comment if your just gonna say the normal stuff cuz i dotn wanna hear that.