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Me posting? Here? No way!
Living at home got old 2 months ago...when I moved back home. I get yelled at every single day. I can tell my parents are fed up with me. Christmas is always such a lonely time for me. Gah. I wish there was just a Christmas party I could go to instead...I need alcohol after the past week of relentless badgering. I miss being able to just drink whenever I felt like it. Or smoke a cigarette while writing on a nice cozy bed. Eh. I'm going back to school next semester. I think I'll get some courses out of the way during the summer too. That way I can go a year and a half. I hope my Dad's happy...he always seems to be the most pleased with me when I'm at the lowest points. What fucking kind of father is that? Is materialism really the source of happiness? I didn't think so. At least my kitties are happy. Or so I hope. I know they miss their first home.
One day I'm going to be something. I'll prove it to everyone who said otherwise.
Living at home got old 2 months ago...when I moved back home. I get yelled at every single day. I can tell my parents are fed up with me. Christmas is always such a lonely time for me. Gah. I wish there was just a Christmas party I could go to instead...I need alcohol after the past week of relentless badgering. I miss being able to just drink whenever I felt like it. Or smoke a cigarette while writing on a nice cozy bed. Eh. I'm going back to school next semester. I think I'll get some courses out of the way during the summer too. That way I can go a year and a half. I hope my Dad's happy...he always seems to be the most pleased with me when I'm at the lowest points. What fucking kind of father is that? Is materialism really the source of happiness? I didn't think so. At least my kitties are happy. Or so I hope. I know they miss their first home.
One day I'm going to be something. I'll prove it to everyone who said otherwise.