Sometimes its a bitch, sometimes its a breaze.
College.
Kinda fun.
I like my professors. Still kinda all new to me but am slowly making new friends. Feel a little like an outsider in some ways. Too dorky.
I LOVE college math so far! I feel like a fucking genius! I totally get Graph theory and I breaze right through the assignments.
My psych class is fun. Just a pain in the butt to be 3 hours on a saterday morning. Work afterwards, blah!
Brittany is really starting to get under my skin. I am very close to saying something to Dee.
I dislike not having a day I can sleep late. But thats the same old tune from me for the past year. I hope my car lasts.
Kinda lonely. Miss my friends. Miss Brennan. I go back and forth on him. He's seeing someone now. I hope he's happy. I almost thought I saw him at the RIC book store. But when the guy turned around, it wasn't him. My heart did flip flops in my throat. Sigh, still not over this guy. Still miss him. Still regret never knowing what we could have had. Still regret some things in my past. I wish I could see him. Wish I could hold him. But its over. I always believed that if you truly loved someone, you never give up on them. But I know I need to move on. I keep telling myself theres better guys out there. Theres someone for me. I just need to be patient. I don't want to give up on love, but I can't take this anymore. I want a wave length. Someone I can connect with who understands me and I him. But looking around, I don't see mr. right. I only see pretty faces attached to nice bodies that would never be interested in me. I only feel guilt for looking. My heart already belongs to a man who doesn't want it. Sigh. I will get through this.
Psychology. I am slowly beginning to hate it. Why is my major so vague and insecure? Should I be going into teaching? I need more information and no one will tell me anything good. Not even my advisor! I would really like to drink myself into oblivion and never wake up.
They finally processed my AP Euro score. I now officially have 15 credits, 3 gen eds done, and a 3.67 GPA. After next semester, I will be done with my gen eds. I need to make a decision about my major soon.
I dislike small children. (AKA. the neaces)
Must finish my homework. Yet the question still remains. Who have I become and where did the real me go?
"Dreams unwind, loves a state of mind." ~ Stevie Nicks
Kinda fun.
I like my professors. Still kinda all new to me but am slowly making new friends. Feel a little like an outsider in some ways. Too dorky.
I LOVE college math so far! I feel like a fucking genius! I totally get Graph theory and I breaze right through the assignments.
My psych class is fun. Just a pain in the butt to be 3 hours on a saterday morning. Work afterwards, blah!
Brittany is really starting to get under my skin. I am very close to saying something to Dee.
I dislike not having a day I can sleep late. But thats the same old tune from me for the past year. I hope my car lasts.
Kinda lonely. Miss my friends. Miss Brennan. I go back and forth on him. He's seeing someone now. I hope he's happy. I almost thought I saw him at the RIC book store. But when the guy turned around, it wasn't him. My heart did flip flops in my throat. Sigh, still not over this guy. Still miss him. Still regret never knowing what we could have had. Still regret some things in my past. I wish I could see him. Wish I could hold him. But its over. I always believed that if you truly loved someone, you never give up on them. But I know I need to move on. I keep telling myself theres better guys out there. Theres someone for me. I just need to be patient. I don't want to give up on love, but I can't take this anymore. I want a wave length. Someone I can connect with who understands me and I him. But looking around, I don't see mr. right. I only see pretty faces attached to nice bodies that would never be interested in me. I only feel guilt for looking. My heart already belongs to a man who doesn't want it. Sigh. I will get through this.
Psychology. I am slowly beginning to hate it. Why is my major so vague and insecure? Should I be going into teaching? I need more information and no one will tell me anything good. Not even my advisor! I would really like to drink myself into oblivion and never wake up.
They finally processed my AP Euro score. I now officially have 15 credits, 3 gen eds done, and a 3.67 GPA. After next semester, I will be done with my gen eds. I need to make a decision about my major soon.
I dislike small children. (AKA. the neaces)
Must finish my homework. Yet the question still remains. Who have I become and where did the real me go?
"Dreams unwind, loves a state of mind." ~ Stevie Nicks