Basic Korean Chapter 1
Pairing: Siwon/ HeeChul
Rating: PG-13
Warning(s): Language.
Summary: Siwon is totally crazy with HeeChul, though HeeChul doesn’t care, but Siwon’s best friend HanGeng, secretly has a crush on him.
Chapter 1:
I looked at him, knowing how much this love was real. Even though he didn’t know, I knew. There was this connection, this feeling of rightness. We belonged together, more than anyone else belonged to each other. I believed that this was real, but the wrong thing was… He didn’t think the same as me. I could look at him for hours, but I didn’t dare say anything to him. Instead I just looked, took notice, and loved. I was sure that this was real, this love I felt, but how right it was, I guess I would never know. When we did shows, I could feel how alive he became, I could feel how bright he felt. As I just said, there was this connection.
“Hey! You!” He suddenly yelled at me, making me blush. Even when everyone thought he was an idiot, I didn’t feel like that. He was perfect all the way through. I obviously got lost in my thoughts of him again, because suddenly he stood and looked at me very closely, making my knees shake a bit. He snapped his fingers in front of my eyes.
“Siwon? Wake up!” The first was said so softly, but then harsh to get me out of my trance. I whispered something, luckily that he didn’t hear it, because it was actually about how perfect he was. I told you that I really loved him. No one would stand a person so perfect as him, and he thought the same about himself. That he was perfect you know…
“SIWON!!” He yelled into my face. I think I got lost again. It’s just because he is so wonderful.
“Ye?” I asked with a blush, and smiled a miniature smile, just the thought of him talking to me. Woops, I got lost again. F*** I didn’t hear what he said! Did I just curse? Oh no…
“Siwon? Siwon?” HeeChul snapped his fingers at me again, and I couldn’t stop thinking of him.
“Why are you ALWAYS like that?” He asked with a heavy sigh, and then he walked away again. I was just about to grab his hand, but I was afraid what that would lead to. A fight? Or a kiss? Aww…. A Kiss, with him... I disappeared into thoughts again, and I couldn’t help but think about how his lips would feel on mine. Soft and sweet tasting. I was almost drooling when I felt a hand on my shoulder. I snapped quickly out of the thoughts, and turned around to see a smiling HanGeng.
“What?” I asked him, and he kept smiling. He annoyed me sometimes, even though he was a very good friend. He helped me through a lot, I must say.
“I thought if we wanted rice?” HanGeng asked in his half good Korean. I nodded and smiled to him, he was always so thoughtful. And I appreciated that. Now I wasn’t so annoyed at him anymore.
We both went to the kitchen, where he made those perfect rice he could make. I had always wanted to tell someone about my feelings for HeeChul, but I didn’t think that HanGeng was the best to tell, either way, he was HeeChul’s best friend, and the other way he would probably not even understand what I was telling him.
“You know… You look rather far way…” HanGeng said with a little smile, and tried to understand me.
“Geng… It’s Away… A… But yes, I guess I am a bit away…” I told him, and we both smiled. I could see the little glisten in his eyes, and it always made me happy. It helped me get better.
“Why?” HanGeng asked and smiled politely to me. I shrugged my shoulders and I guess that he thought that it was enough for an answer.
Something soft touched my hand, and I quickly looked down on it, noticing that it was HanGeng’s hand touching mine. I hadn’t really noticed how soft his hands actually were, but I had thought about how soft HeeChul’s hand would be. I started disappearing again, before he pulled his hand away, and leaving mine to start getting cold after the soft and warm touch.
“Should we get to our schedules?” HanGeng asked, almost sighing. Why was he suddenly like this - I wondered.
“Ye…” I answered and got up. Before he could leave the kitchen, I quickly pulled him to me, and gave him a hug, patting his back, and letting go again. A new smile showed on his face, and I smiled back at him.
We got to the cars and I got HanGeng on my one side and KangIn at the other, both good friends of mine. I was happy to sit here, between two good friends, and enjoying the conversation. HeeChul was unfortunately not in “my” car, he had already left for some kind of Drama he was shooting.
The day went by, like all the others, though when we got home, and I hadn’t seen HeeChul almost all day, I started freaking out a bit, because it felt like I needed him, just a bit.
When HeeChul finally arrived home, I was just about to run to him and hug him, but I resisted, because I knew he shouldn’t know. Instead I went to him and took off his coat, which pleased him a lot, which made me happy.
“How was your day?” I asked, and smiled sweetly to him, he didn’t smile back.
“Awful…” He just said, and started walking into the living room, where I followed him.
“Why?” I quickly asked and smiled once more to him. He just looked tiredly at me.
“You really want to know?” He asked, and smirked a bit.
“Ye!” I said quickly, almost too quickly and hopeful.
“I won’t tell you.” HeeChul said and made an evil laugh, it was quite scary.
“Oh…” I just sighed, and then I went into my room, with HanGeng following me.
“Are you okay??” He quickly asked me, because he could look at me and tell when I felt down, which was the exact thing I felt now.
“I guess…” I just said and he put his one arm around me.
“Don’t let Chullie get to you… You’re so must more worth than he makes you…” HanGeng said and smiled. I couldn’t help but laugh a little. I knew that HeeChul saw HanGeng as his best friend, even though I thought that HanGeng was my best friend. It’s a bit confusing I know…
“So I’m much more precious than he makes me?” I smiled, because I knew that he meant something like that.
“You’re very precious!” HanGeng quickly said and smiled to me. It was like his hand that moved around on my back, started being extra gentle and in a way given me a warmer touch. It was really nice, but at the same time it felt wrong.
“Thanks Geng.” I smiled and pulled me gently out of his grip, before I went to the door, him going after me. Sometimes he was a bit like a little puppy, but I really liked him being like that.
“Always…” He said, with a little tiny, small sigh. I didn’t know that he loved holding me in his arms. Actually I didn’t know anything about his love for me.
HeeChul came around the corner when we came out of the room. I think I just touched my hair like it had been messy.
“What the hell have you two been doing?” HeeChul almost yelled at us. I didn’t remember the last time I heard him so upset. And why was he like that? I shook my head in confussion, I couldn’t even think well about him in this minute. Okay, I could always think well about him, but right now it was just really hard.
“Nothing…” HanGeng said with an almost cold voice. HeeChul looked furious at, what? ME?!
I was just about to touch HeeChul’s shoulder, when he turned around and almost ran away.I felt sorrow all the way through my skin, my blood icing and right into my heart. It was pain, and I wanted to run after him, before I knew anything, I was just in his heels, spinning him around when I was close enough to catch him.