understanding that being alone isnt really alone...
I know that breaking up with Lura will prolly haunt me in one way or another, but being in a relationship with her and breaking up with her is helping me understand the person i was, why i did things, and the decisions i have made... I feel that this change that is taking place will be a good one, as i feel that a great past friendship is about to light back up... "and I will have my July's... An old love still inflamed on a candle without wax, a time to begin again what was never meant to end, will renew when the clock strikes twelve, and when we sleep and dream that ours worlds are one, the day's first light shall come, with a glimpse of orange... this is the new day, to be me... this is the day, we shall walk together happily..." (random lyrics, i can never finish lyrics, there is only a couple, meaning two, songs i have completely written, the older one i have worked so much to where it is perfect... the newer one still needs a lot of work and perhaps added lyrics, or perfection in lyric structure, this will be an interesting summer...