I can tell that I'm falling inlove with you. The bruises prove it's real...
well Cassandra is definately really pissed off at me, and we are suppose to start going out on christmas which is tomorrow, but I dont think thats happening anymore. I definately think shes starting to not even like me, lastnight when I called her to tell her I was sorry, she wouldnt even talk to me. I mean, she has every right to be mad at me, but I dont want her to be. I like her better when we can accually hug, and hold eachother. I tried to hug her yesturday and she wouldnt hug me, that means shes really pissed off at me. goddamn. whyd I fuck something great up? again? shit. I mean, Im always hating myself, but to fuck something up this great, and this amazing, and with the girl, that I fucking am totally inlove with. Im such an idiot.