i went to jaytee's this evening...
and he handed me this when i got in the car [note: it was a letter]
"Dear Erica,
It is late and I am lonely, I have been watching shows on San Quentin State Prison and it has made me think. If I was locked up would we last? It's hard enough when I get to talk to you everyday. I haven't seen you in what feels like forever. I keep thinking about us having children. What could be more beautiful than looking at something we have created together? That is part of us both? I know you have always wanted a girl, but I really want to have a son. I want to teach him all the things that I never learned. I don't want him to make the same mistakes I did. It's 3 am and my lover is forty minutes away. For some reason it doesn't seem fair. I miss you badly. It seems like you are a million miles away when you are in fact fairly close. Every text I get and read I hear your voice saying what I'm reading. Not hearing your voice after a while gets to me. I always wish i would wake up to your voice. I'm glad my bed isn't any bigger. It is already lonely enough without you. It is hard to write this because I'm so tired. But I want you to know what is on my mind. You make my life complete. I think about my time without you and I don't know how I made it thru. I constantly think about the time we spend together. It is one thing that makes me smile. Our trip to Wal-mart was just great. Nothing could be better right now than having you here. I keep thinking of the nights we stayed together. I enjoyed holding you. I would enjoy it now. I will enjoy it forever. I'm going to get some sleep. I'll give this to you the next time I see you, and I will talk to you tomorrow, Punkin. I love you very much.
From my heart,
JayTee <3 "
is that not the sweetest damn thing ever to come out of that fella? i had to share it with someone. i figured it might as well be you guys.
"Dear Erica,
It is late and I am lonely, I have been watching shows on San Quentin State Prison and it has made me think. If I was locked up would we last? It's hard enough when I get to talk to you everyday. I haven't seen you in what feels like forever. I keep thinking about us having children. What could be more beautiful than looking at something we have created together? That is part of us both? I know you have always wanted a girl, but I really want to have a son. I want to teach him all the things that I never learned. I don't want him to make the same mistakes I did. It's 3 am and my lover is forty minutes away. For some reason it doesn't seem fair. I miss you badly. It seems like you are a million miles away when you are in fact fairly close. Every text I get and read I hear your voice saying what I'm reading. Not hearing your voice after a while gets to me. I always wish i would wake up to your voice. I'm glad my bed isn't any bigger. It is already lonely enough without you. It is hard to write this because I'm so tired. But I want you to know what is on my mind. You make my life complete. I think about my time without you and I don't know how I made it thru. I constantly think about the time we spend together. It is one thing that makes me smile. Our trip to Wal-mart was just great. Nothing could be better right now than having you here. I keep thinking of the nights we stayed together. I enjoyed holding you. I would enjoy it now. I will enjoy it forever. I'm going to get some sleep. I'll give this to you the next time I see you, and I will talk to you tomorrow, Punkin. I love you very much.
From my heart,
JayTee <3 "
is that not the sweetest damn thing ever to come out of that fella? i had to share it with someone. i figured it might as well be you guys.