I just don't know
I really don't know what's been wrong with me lately. I have been feeling lonely and depressed. It's a feeling I can't really explain and I feel as though I have really no reason to be feeling this way. I've been feeling like this since last quarter. Fall quarter everything was going great and I felt so happy. Last quarter, I felt lonely and like I spent far too much time alone. I don't feel like I have a true connection with anyone. I just miss the feeling of being with people who care about me and want me around. Most of the time I feel like I'm more of a burden to people than a friend. It's weird because most of the time when I'm around people, I feel fine, I feel ok. A lot of times when people ask me how I am, I just say fine, but I almost feeling like crying when they can tell there's something not right about me and ask me if I'm ok. I've managed to fight back the tears. I'm not so tough when I'm sitting at home alone. Sometimes I just start thinking about negative things and I just can't help it.