the end...
first,
my family and i are alright. we left last saturday, and stayed at a hotel in lafeyette till about 2 days ago, then came here to houston and are now staying with my sister. the house was covered with water, my car is gone, including with what was left in the house....and at the height of all this..
i called sam a couple of nights ago, she started crying-tellin me to read my email and hung up on me. i read the email, and well....im a single man now. it basically read that she doesnt want to come back to houston, shes had a "no strings attached" relationship with a guy that had a condom break on her, and she had to get the pill(she cheated 6 times, which probably means 12)...and that shes not in love with me, but does love me.
well, NO MORE. THATS IT. ITS FUCKING OVER. i love her still, but i cant put up with that shit again. and i wont. when i told her it was over, it finally hit her about how bad she fucked up. now she realizes i will possibly be the only one that cared for her like that. its like all that ive been doing and striving for she never gave a fuck about. now my daughter is in the middle of this fiasco. she wants me to take her, thinking that its in my daughters best intrest-so im gonna look into that further. i still have my apartment to move into, and bills ill have to start paying and a car if i can get it for 700 or less... im not sure what the fuck to do anymore. i guess only time will truly tell. sam has begged me not to shut her out of my life, and honestly i cant-either way i look at it. i dont have to like her, but for my babys sake, i have to keep contact.
thank you to those who are concerned.... im fucking dying inside and it seems like it wont stop.....
my family and i are alright. we left last saturday, and stayed at a hotel in lafeyette till about 2 days ago, then came here to houston and are now staying with my sister. the house was covered with water, my car is gone, including with what was left in the house....and at the height of all this..
i called sam a couple of nights ago, she started crying-tellin me to read my email and hung up on me. i read the email, and well....im a single man now. it basically read that she doesnt want to come back to houston, shes had a "no strings attached" relationship with a guy that had a condom break on her, and she had to get the pill(she cheated 6 times, which probably means 12)...and that shes not in love with me, but does love me.
well, NO MORE. THATS IT. ITS FUCKING OVER. i love her still, but i cant put up with that shit again. and i wont. when i told her it was over, it finally hit her about how bad she fucked up. now she realizes i will possibly be the only one that cared for her like that. its like all that ive been doing and striving for she never gave a fuck about. now my daughter is in the middle of this fiasco. she wants me to take her, thinking that its in my daughters best intrest-so im gonna look into that further. i still have my apartment to move into, and bills ill have to start paying and a car if i can get it for 700 or less... im not sure what the fuck to do anymore. i guess only time will truly tell. sam has begged me not to shut her out of my life, and honestly i cant-either way i look at it. i dont have to like her, but for my babys sake, i have to keep contact.
thank you to those who are concerned.... im fucking dying inside and it seems like it wont stop.....