true facts of randomness
Writing randomly ....
School lock down, just as i walk in, my aniexty really showed that day, i hate tables and being in a room full of stupid dumbass adualts and hate being in a place i have no clue about what there talking about unless its about whats going on ... i dont know why u'd talk about a tv show when u wann aknow what the fuck is going on and why were sitting on a floor with the lights off why the teachers say wisper when u were just in the halls there was really nothing there i'd through myself at them for all i could give a fuck....very same day car crash ... whats next me ? ... then sumthing else random happend that day i cant rember what it was but
Quik random stop! just received a phone call from jonny thats right kelly! ur ex! called me at 11 25 pm friday june 8th asking me to go for lunch 2morrow told him i work like all weekend and i would text him didnt wanna be mean but hes like oh well its ur lost .. .i was liek what lol right... even tho i didnt say i couldnt becuz yeah he even tryed to get me to have an early breakfast but man lol um yeahhh kelly!!! i need u ! lol naw just message me back asap on this one yo
oh yes
last day of shifts with my suky poo
before long while seeing him again made him a card gave it to him today we love eachother!
hahah oh my
missed a week of skewl again thrived to actauly get there today
why i keep hgetting sick i dont understand why my rooms a mess i dont know why
i kept haveing crazy fucked up dreams about haveing a baby and a bunch of other fucked up shit
i was so scared i was preganet and i've never had sex whats up with that?
went shopping with holly cant rember when but i do rember we did and kelly called me
i loved knowing sshe cared
i also loved knowing jocey cares and holly by calling me asking me where i am from skewl
makes me think u know
grading is coming up i refuse to go for i hate most of the student body in my skewl
everytime i actualy go to skewl i remind myself why i dont like this place
we're actualy eating real dinners for once in my house i love it
rod says hes coming down ... just realizeing that guys sumtimes have so many
fucked up ways to get into gurls heads there all fucked
like heres on eof there famouis lines they love useeing on us virgins "ur imature go get laid"meaning
becuz we havent had sex makes us little gurls , hence it makes us smarter then little gurls fuck that shit
makes us not hoes or do stupid shit
i've noticed a pattern with men lately very sad and ppl
but i know where i stand alot
of the time and who my friends are
which i love to death
they all fullfill me in there own specail way
thinking about getting another job... thought about it ... next week droping off ruesumes
today who was i ?
boy who never calls me
called me five am the phone rings i'm all excited as tho i was expecting that phone call
which was strange
they came and stole me away form my place
to another place i know nothing about or where of
there i am sitting there with boy and his buddys the lights off and the movie was playing
lines were on the tables
it was weird how time went by and all these lines kept disappearing so fucking fast
i never knew this about this kid who wasnt even bad looking infact was fucking hott as fuck
could ever end up like this his life was wounderful he could have had it all
now hes on the floor crawing around looking for coke even tho he knew it was there
he got sum fast from others tho
and me waiting for a bus ride back
him asking me how i was doin g
i watched this and realized as i met more of them
even ppl who gradurate arnt so smart they always doing fucking drugs
and yet one was like i'd never do acid
me sitting there thinking ... i thought coke was worse then acid
i've seen 14 year olds do acid and be fine and yet u sit here doing how many rails
saying its worse to do acid then rails
and i remebr as this boy was sitting there on the couch saying should i do this acid i'm coming down
and as he freaked out asked me to leave the room for a few
becuz he needed to be alone thinking i didnt undersatnd saying
its not you ur great ! and shit
i got up and left like nothign was such a big deal
there life was like a moive
clubing at night gurls hoes, drugs, drug dealers and evertyhign
it was crazy and there i was asking questions getting to know these ppl
what was i doing there
in fact i almost felt i was being coming high off of them
this boy i whatched and learned about how players play and how drugys are so addicted
and ppl u'd never know
it was so sad he was hott and i was so fucking attracted to him
i fucking love his smell adn everything ... parts of me thinks he does care a bit but others
i wounder if its all an act then again he tells ppl to shut the fuck up
like me but i guess kinda shocked cuz i freaked when he told me anythign like that telling him to shut the fuck up
and then hes like ur in my personal bubble and to back up a bit i said i wouldnt and said
what u gonnna do about it!? ,,, hit me?! he paused then replyeed .. noo u'd prolly like it ....
making stupid gesters to me
and shit liek that
but i did a bad thing me being poisined all ready planted it on him hopefully
i'm evil i know but yeah
i had to do whats been done
hes not that strong as he thinks he is infact i think hes a baby and i could easly hurt him
i was in that state of mind of just getting under ppls skins i supose
i tested alot on him wihtin those six hours and realized that
when he hurt me hes only hurt more and i could easly get him back
it wasnt worse it
so by that time in order to actulay get my ass to skewl
i'd have to have a plan becuz guys on coke are stupid and uslally drunk guys who are about to pass out
listen to the hott chick right
and give u car keys or at least do it a bit right?
so i felt like a mother around them telling them to shut the fuck up and leave so and so alone and get the fucking keys and take me to skewl and shit
finaly i had to steal them myself
so i pretty much stole a car! but hey who cares i got to skewl finaly no one
belived me on my story .... but its true everyday life with sam is fucked as hell i tell u diffenret shit u learn
each day .. now i wounder how much longer is this boy gnna take ot call me ever again if ever is his number worth keeping
oh another thing my new co worker who is awsome well appearntly me tlaking ot a guy over the counter makes him my boyfriend
i laughed and looked at suky
and was like is it sad that i've never had a boyfriend... told him to run lol
she was like oh its not sad i've just ghavent been single in so long she couldnt stand it
and i looked at her like wow thats sader ppl who cant be on there owns even tho i know i cant either sumtimes
and i get told that alot but only bby guys actulay becuz they just want to get into ur pants i'm nto that stupid mny friends!
oh kelly! that rod guy calls me fucking long distances what do u think? true or false?! is he real? lol and he leaves me messages lol on the phone but i am always working i love ukelly till next time sammi G out grrrillls
School lock down, just as i walk in, my aniexty really showed that day, i hate tables and being in a room full of stupid dumbass adualts and hate being in a place i have no clue about what there talking about unless its about whats going on ... i dont know why u'd talk about a tv show when u wann aknow what the fuck is going on and why were sitting on a floor with the lights off why the teachers say wisper when u were just in the halls there was really nothing there i'd through myself at them for all i could give a fuck....very same day car crash ... whats next me ? ... then sumthing else random happend that day i cant rember what it was but
Quik random stop! just received a phone call from jonny thats right kelly! ur ex! called me at 11 25 pm friday june 8th asking me to go for lunch 2morrow told him i work like all weekend and i would text him didnt wanna be mean but hes like oh well its ur lost .. .i was liek what lol right... even tho i didnt say i couldnt becuz yeah he even tryed to get me to have an early breakfast but man lol um yeahhh kelly!!! i need u ! lol naw just message me back asap on this one yo
oh yes
last day of shifts with my suky poo
before long while seeing him again made him a card gave it to him today we love eachother!
hahah oh my
missed a week of skewl again thrived to actauly get there today
why i keep hgetting sick i dont understand why my rooms a mess i dont know why
i kept haveing crazy fucked up dreams about haveing a baby and a bunch of other fucked up shit
i was so scared i was preganet and i've never had sex whats up with that?
went shopping with holly cant rember when but i do rember we did and kelly called me
i loved knowing sshe cared
i also loved knowing jocey cares and holly by calling me asking me where i am from skewl
makes me think u know
grading is coming up i refuse to go for i hate most of the student body in my skewl
everytime i actualy go to skewl i remind myself why i dont like this place
we're actualy eating real dinners for once in my house i love it
rod says hes coming down ... just realizeing that guys sumtimes have so many
fucked up ways to get into gurls heads there all fucked
like heres on eof there famouis lines they love useeing on us virgins "ur imature go get laid"meaning
becuz we havent had sex makes us little gurls , hence it makes us smarter then little gurls fuck that shit
makes us not hoes or do stupid shit
i've noticed a pattern with men lately very sad and ppl
but i know where i stand alot
of the time and who my friends are
which i love to death
they all fullfill me in there own specail way
thinking about getting another job... thought about it ... next week droping off ruesumes
today who was i ?
boy who never calls me
called me five am the phone rings i'm all excited as tho i was expecting that phone call
which was strange
they came and stole me away form my place
to another place i know nothing about or where of
there i am sitting there with boy and his buddys the lights off and the movie was playing
lines were on the tables
it was weird how time went by and all these lines kept disappearing so fucking fast
i never knew this about this kid who wasnt even bad looking infact was fucking hott as fuck
could ever end up like this his life was wounderful he could have had it all
now hes on the floor crawing around looking for coke even tho he knew it was there
he got sum fast from others tho
and me waiting for a bus ride back
him asking me how i was doin g
i watched this and realized as i met more of them
even ppl who gradurate arnt so smart they always doing fucking drugs
and yet one was like i'd never do acid
me sitting there thinking ... i thought coke was worse then acid
i've seen 14 year olds do acid and be fine and yet u sit here doing how many rails
saying its worse to do acid then rails
and i remebr as this boy was sitting there on the couch saying should i do this acid i'm coming down
and as he freaked out asked me to leave the room for a few
becuz he needed to be alone thinking i didnt undersatnd saying
its not you ur great ! and shit
i got up and left like nothign was such a big deal
there life was like a moive
clubing at night gurls hoes, drugs, drug dealers and evertyhign
it was crazy and there i was asking questions getting to know these ppl
what was i doing there
in fact i almost felt i was being coming high off of them
this boy i whatched and learned about how players play and how drugys are so addicted
and ppl u'd never know
it was so sad he was hott and i was so fucking attracted to him
i fucking love his smell adn everything ... parts of me thinks he does care a bit but others
i wounder if its all an act then again he tells ppl to shut the fuck up
like me but i guess kinda shocked cuz i freaked when he told me anythign like that telling him to shut the fuck up
and then hes like ur in my personal bubble and to back up a bit i said i wouldnt and said
what u gonnna do about it!? ,,, hit me?! he paused then replyeed .. noo u'd prolly like it ....
making stupid gesters to me
and shit liek that
but i did a bad thing me being poisined all ready planted it on him hopefully
i'm evil i know but yeah
i had to do whats been done
hes not that strong as he thinks he is infact i think hes a baby and i could easly hurt him
i was in that state of mind of just getting under ppls skins i supose
i tested alot on him wihtin those six hours and realized that
when he hurt me hes only hurt more and i could easly get him back
it wasnt worse it
so by that time in order to actulay get my ass to skewl
i'd have to have a plan becuz guys on coke are stupid and uslally drunk guys who are about to pass out
listen to the hott chick right
and give u car keys or at least do it a bit right?
so i felt like a mother around them telling them to shut the fuck up and leave so and so alone and get the fucking keys and take me to skewl and shit
finaly i had to steal them myself
so i pretty much stole a car! but hey who cares i got to skewl finaly no one
belived me on my story .... but its true everyday life with sam is fucked as hell i tell u diffenret shit u learn
each day .. now i wounder how much longer is this boy gnna take ot call me ever again if ever is his number worth keeping
oh another thing my new co worker who is awsome well appearntly me tlaking ot a guy over the counter makes him my boyfriend
i laughed and looked at suky
and was like is it sad that i've never had a boyfriend... told him to run lol
she was like oh its not sad i've just ghavent been single in so long she couldnt stand it
and i looked at her like wow thats sader ppl who cant be on there owns even tho i know i cant either sumtimes
and i get told that alot but only bby guys actulay becuz they just want to get into ur pants i'm nto that stupid mny friends!
oh kelly! that rod guy calls me fucking long distances what do u think? true or false?! is he real? lol and he leaves me messages lol on the phone but i am always working i love ukelly till next time sammi G out grrrillls