gud olde dais
so, read my text till around 930-10 this morn and then slept for 3 hours. havent been able to read since wakin, but cleaned my room up nice. i am still to wandery for my room. feel crappy for feeling the same feelings ive been feeling since coming to school and deciding i cannot revert to helloschool. and smoked an expensive cigar, but i am no cigarismo. need to watch altered states, saw some scenes and gotta watch whole through. and like/loath nomadic visitin, as when noones their i feel frustrated but then its so nice to go harass people at their faraway (max 3 blocks) habitats. and silly gut, always demandind me to bow to its might. like how i started so many sentences with and. picked up some book at thrift that looked interestin, somethin about english gone wrong and thought it be interesting talk of evolution of language and stuff, but instead is just a proper english guide. keep feelin like makin d & d stuff, but really i have to much shit to do. i despise that almost all deadlines are december. this is gonna be my most hated term i think. unless i get into nothing, in which case third term will be the most depressed time. but then theirs always somethin to do. like hitchhike. that souns good. anybody got a open couch come summer? i have made a vow to not live with me parents for more than 10 days after graduatin. if need be, i can sleep in park with sleeping bag. i know a good spot in the bushes. okay, maybe i should rethink this. but so much thinking already.