rant. you know you want to
stayed up all nite still doing paper and ring. I want to discuss structure. I dislike structured things. All these people yesterday were talking of more structured or orgnazied or formalistic ways to do things. I really dislike that. While we do need structure, we need it to provide things to break down. Rules are meant to be broken. They are created so that people can step over boundries, over that line in the dirt. Personally, there are a large number of thing si wish to do just because they are prohibited. I beleive in indiviudal freedom, and all these people who want mandated things and think that what people see is the most important thing are so fucking wrong. That is an appearnce. My family is fighting. They are a diverse bunch and want different things, the problem is that they start to think that appearances and what we are perceived as are very important. While i will say that it is nice to look good, i dont think its worht any meat. They start using argumetns that arent valid, just more easy to assign responsibility. They start to beleiv that the past will resemble the future for some unknown reason, and that what a person did 2 months ago really has any mroe than a featehrs wait on what they do now. You can not predict a person based upon years of data, let alone months. We all have our cycles. If you want to do work, go ahaead. If no one else helps, either it shouldnt be done in the first place, or bite it back and take the whip if you like it so much. The Future will resmemble what you bleive it will. The problem is, there are multiple bleifs on what it is. Who has the strogner bleeif? Who the fuck cares? All this caring about superficail things. Why the hell do we need a house? Why do we need to be a recognized group? Why do we need to be a benefit for campus or others? I say the the purpose of a family is to caer for itself. This may be selfish, but the general beleif is that blood before others. You may hate your blood, and are alowed to leave, but blood should still care for itself. If you see a problem and no one else seems to, inaction often occurs. If you see a problem but beleive that someone else will deal with it, inaction occurs. Inaction occurs. You jsut got to take your medicine and sugar and find out why inaction is so fucking boring. Look to what you could have done. Look to what you cant do now. Choose your road, walk it be it high or low, rough or smooth, treaded or self blazed. Just walk down what path you want, and hopefully you'll see your friends on the way.