Jul 01, 2004 19:30
I ran into Chris Brock at the gas station at 3 in the morning the other day. I was getting off work and he was going into work.
Mayber it has been way too long since i've last seen him but he's changed alot. He seems more definitive of himself. His voice projects confidence and his stance doesn't back down.
He's lost weight which is always better than saying "he's gained weight" isn't it?
shit man, i'm starting to care about how old i look.
When it comes i'll work that gray hair into stylish form. Anticipate the future with... anticipation?
Walked down to the old Quiksilver store to talk to Jessica because i hadn't seen her in a while. We got to talking about college and it seems i know several people with parents who disagree with their children's choice of major and heavily pressure them into getting a business major because that's they way to make money and the only way to live is to make money. And i've come to the conclusion, "that's fucking bullshit."
Not that there's anything wrong with making money.
Other people can make money so i don't feel bad for... Well i don't know what i could feel bad for but i can never say greed isn't good for anything.
I'm deadset on majoring in photojournalism major because all i want to do is see things. The major doesn't guarantee a life in the lanes of exotic travel and trips to Europe and Africa. I'll just go with the flow and hope that my own interests take me there. God knows i have to get out of Texas.
Not that Texas is a bad place.
Where this is going is: "fuck relationships and the material tendencies." I'm not cut out to be the good boyfriend because it's not in me to buy things for people and owing my life to time when time owes itself to me.
When it comes i'll have something meaningful to show for. When it comes i'll say "i did..." instead of "i want to..." or "i wish..." Nevermind the goddamn relative Readers Digest articles my words are starting to sound like.
from person to person. and i'll be intrigued with their ideas and aura as if they were a part of me.