You're still with me...
Alright, so the past couple days have been really emotional. And this morning at got up at 5:10 am to get to my 6 AM load-in. Which ended up being a lightning load-in and not the sound load-in. Sound got pushed back til 1 pm. So I did lights all morning. Good times.
And so yesterday...WAKEFIELD CANCELED! Yeah, I'm still upset about that. But what can I do about it, eh? I really don't feel like talking anymore about what's going on...so I'm gonna just post some lyrics that are REALLY FITTING MY MOOD/S right now.
BTW - I HAVE SOME NEW ICONS!!!! I finally decided I wanted icons with me in them (besides the JD and me one). So that's what all the new ones are of. However, I made four icons and could only upload two (because I'm not taking off the JD and me one, I still love that icon Cherise!! THANKS!). I'll work them in eventually.
Forgiveness is where it begins / you have none / and I am wearing thin / cause something's got to give / my intentions were never to harm / you thought you found the one / but that was just a false alarm / I'm never half of what you are / I'm not complaining / I'm just sick of blaming myself / I try / but no one seems to give a shit / why / we made it to the fifty-yard line / nothing's ever good enough / everything's fine / I feel like I'm wasting my time / you always run / to see if I chase / I stand back / and let it blow up in my face / I really think I hate these games / I'm only kidding / among other things / I hate this / you treat me like a mental case / find someone else to take my place / I'm not complaining / I'm just sick of blaming myself / I try / but no one seems to give a shit / why / we made it to the fifty-yard line / nothing's ever good enough / everything's fine / I feel like I'm wasting my time / I'm leaving this week / alright / I've made up my mind / this time / I'm leaving this week / oh yeah / I've made up my mind this time / I'm not complaining / I'm just sick of blaming myself / I try / but no one seems to give a shit / why / we made it to the fifty-yard line / nothing's ever good enough / everything's fine / but I feel like I'm wasting my / everything's fine / but I feel like I'm wasting my / everything's fine / but I feel like I'm wasting my time / you are / wasting my time / on you
I can't imagine all the people that you know / and the places that you go / when the lights are turned down low / and I don't understand all the things you've seen / but I'm slipping in between / you and your big dreams / It's always you / in my big dreams / and you tell me that it's over / wake up laying in a patch of four leaf clovers / and your restless / and i'm naked / you've gotta get out / you can't stand to see me shaking / no / could you let me go? / I didn't think so / and you don't wanna be here in the future / so you say the present's just a pleasant interruption to the past / and you don't wanna look much closer / cause you're afraid to find out all this hope / you had sent into the sky / by now had / crashed / and it did / because of me / and then you bring me home / afraid to find out that you're alone / and i'm sleeping in your living room / but we don't have much room / to live / I had these dreams in them I learned to play guitar / maybe cross the country / become a rockstar / and there was hope in me / that I could take you there / but damnit you're so young / well I don't think i care / and if I hurt you / then I'm sorry / please don't think that this was easy / then you bring me home / cause we both know what it's like to be alone / and I'm dreaming in your living room / but we don't have much room / to live / and konstantine is walking down the stairs / doesn't he look good / standing in his underwear / and I was thinking / what I was thinking / but we've been drinking / and it doesn't get me anywhere / my konstantine came walking down the stairs / and all that I could do is touch his long / blonde / hair / and I've been thinking / It hurts me thinking that these nights / when we were drinking / no they never got us anywhere / no / this is because I can spell konfusion with a k / and I can like it / It's to dying in another's arms and why I had to try it / It's to jimmy eat world and those nights in my car / when the first star you see may not be a star / I'm not your star / isn't that what you said / what you thought this song meant / and if this is what it takes / just to lay with my mistakes / and live with what I did to you / and all the hell I put you through / I always catch the clock / it's 11:11 / and you want to talk / it's not hard to dream / you'll always be my konstantine / my konstantine / they'll never hurt you like I do / no they'll never hurt you like I do / no / no / no no no no no no / this is to a guy / who got into my head / with all the pretty things he did / hey / you know / you keep me up in bed / this is to a guy / who got into my head / with all these fucked up things I did / hey maybe baby you could keep me up in bed / my konstantine / you spin 'round me like a dream / we played out on this movie screen / hey I said / did you know I miss you / did you know I miss you / did you know I miss you / did you know I miss you / did you know I miss you / did you know I miss you / did you know I miss you / Oh gawd I miss you / and that you bring me home / and we'll go to sleep / but this time / not alone / no no / and you'll kiss me in your living room / I know / you'll miss me in your living room / cause these nights I think maybe that i'll miss you in my living room / we don't have much room / I said does anybody need that room / because we all need a little more room / to live / my Konstantine
With all that said and done...I'll leave you with one thought or song (depending on how well you know OK Go)...Sad sad sad Chelsea clown.
And so yesterday...WAKEFIELD CANCELED! Yeah, I'm still upset about that. But what can I do about it, eh? I really don't feel like talking anymore about what's going on...so I'm gonna just post some lyrics that are REALLY FITTING MY MOOD/S right now.
BTW - I HAVE SOME NEW ICONS!!!! I finally decided I wanted icons with me in them (besides the JD and me one). So that's what all the new ones are of. However, I made four icons and could only upload two (because I'm not taking off the JD and me one, I still love that icon Cherise!! THANKS!). I'll work them in eventually.
Forgiveness is where it begins / you have none / and I am wearing thin / cause something's got to give / my intentions were never to harm / you thought you found the one / but that was just a false alarm / I'm never half of what you are / I'm not complaining / I'm just sick of blaming myself / I try / but no one seems to give a shit / why / we made it to the fifty-yard line / nothing's ever good enough / everything's fine / I feel like I'm wasting my time / you always run / to see if I chase / I stand back / and let it blow up in my face / I really think I hate these games / I'm only kidding / among other things / I hate this / you treat me like a mental case / find someone else to take my place / I'm not complaining / I'm just sick of blaming myself / I try / but no one seems to give a shit / why / we made it to the fifty-yard line / nothing's ever good enough / everything's fine / I feel like I'm wasting my time / I'm leaving this week / alright / I've made up my mind / this time / I'm leaving this week / oh yeah / I've made up my mind this time / I'm not complaining / I'm just sick of blaming myself / I try / but no one seems to give a shit / why / we made it to the fifty-yard line / nothing's ever good enough / everything's fine / but I feel like I'm wasting my / everything's fine / but I feel like I'm wasting my / everything's fine / but I feel like I'm wasting my time / you are / wasting my time / on you
I can't imagine all the people that you know / and the places that you go / when the lights are turned down low / and I don't understand all the things you've seen / but I'm slipping in between / you and your big dreams / It's always you / in my big dreams / and you tell me that it's over / wake up laying in a patch of four leaf clovers / and your restless / and i'm naked / you've gotta get out / you can't stand to see me shaking / no / could you let me go? / I didn't think so / and you don't wanna be here in the future / so you say the present's just a pleasant interruption to the past / and you don't wanna look much closer / cause you're afraid to find out all this hope / you had sent into the sky / by now had / crashed / and it did / because of me / and then you bring me home / afraid to find out that you're alone / and i'm sleeping in your living room / but we don't have much room / to live / I had these dreams in them I learned to play guitar / maybe cross the country / become a rockstar / and there was hope in me / that I could take you there / but damnit you're so young / well I don't think i care / and if I hurt you / then I'm sorry / please don't think that this was easy / then you bring me home / cause we both know what it's like to be alone / and I'm dreaming in your living room / but we don't have much room / to live / and konstantine is walking down the stairs / doesn't he look good / standing in his underwear / and I was thinking / what I was thinking / but we've been drinking / and it doesn't get me anywhere / my konstantine came walking down the stairs / and all that I could do is touch his long / blonde / hair / and I've been thinking / It hurts me thinking that these nights / when we were drinking / no they never got us anywhere / no / this is because I can spell konfusion with a k / and I can like it / It's to dying in another's arms and why I had to try it / It's to jimmy eat world and those nights in my car / when the first star you see may not be a star / I'm not your star / isn't that what you said / what you thought this song meant / and if this is what it takes / just to lay with my mistakes / and live with what I did to you / and all the hell I put you through / I always catch the clock / it's 11:11 / and you want to talk / it's not hard to dream / you'll always be my konstantine / my konstantine / they'll never hurt you like I do / no they'll never hurt you like I do / no / no / no no no no no no / this is to a guy / who got into my head / with all the pretty things he did / hey / you know / you keep me up in bed / this is to a guy / who got into my head / with all these fucked up things I did / hey maybe baby you could keep me up in bed / my konstantine / you spin 'round me like a dream / we played out on this movie screen / hey I said / did you know I miss you / did you know I miss you / did you know I miss you / did you know I miss you / did you know I miss you / did you know I miss you / did you know I miss you / Oh gawd I miss you / and that you bring me home / and we'll go to sleep / but this time / not alone / no no / and you'll kiss me in your living room / I know / you'll miss me in your living room / cause these nights I think maybe that i'll miss you in my living room / we don't have much room / I said does anybody need that room / because we all need a little more room / to live / my Konstantine
With all that said and done...I'll leave you with one thought or song (depending on how well you know OK Go)...Sad sad sad Chelsea clown.